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Still,in UST

2010-11-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

Working in PUBLIC AFFAIRS OFFICE in UST,

I've tried:
♥answering calls
♥doing the Media Bank thing-y
♥tour guiding [which makes me really nervous and scared haha]
♥doing the bulletin
♥doing the air way bills for the invitations (for Xmas concert)

Enjoying my work, in a way. Tiring days, somehow I now know the reason why professionals tend to do partying and the likes, after work. Haha!
Want to buy some sake or beer and drink at night! MEEP (>o<);;

Hallelujah chance~

2010-10-22T07:54:00.004+08:00

It seems that I'm LAZILY trying to update my blog. GAHHH T'was a busy sem for me.
Recent updates:

♥Finished PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN
A friend of mine suggested the drama, and after how many years of not watching J-DORAMA (not because I don't like it, I love j-doramas--the culprit was the time and the priorities) I pretty much like the plot and I bet everyone of us could relate with the characters especially that of KEN-ZOU. Reflecting while watching the show, I guess I have so many regrets in life. And yeah, If only Mr.Fairy exists, then I would grab the opportunity to correct my mistakes. FANTASY GARRRRR Dx

♥And YAYYYY I'm playing my organ again. I'm recently practicing LINDSAY QUIT LOLLYGAGGING by Chiodos (though I still suck) and I'm beginning to learn ASHITA HARERU KANA.

♥One achievent that I made before the second (and last semester starts): I MADE IT ON TOP OF THE MAIN BUILDING in UST. haha. Simple achievement :))

Practicum will be next semester. And mock interview shall be later. AJA.

HALLELUJAH CHANCEEEEE!~~~XD

Oh yeah. My life, ATM.

2010-07-18T15:25:00.007+08:00

RETREAT. done.

TOPIC FOR THESIS. done.
AND MORE TO COME!
this is just the beginning.

Yes, pessimism ON. I really don't like these days. I miss S-U-M-M-E-R A LOT. I can't say I have weekends anymore. I spend my Saturday outside doing school group stuffs and Sunday for reading (and I call it reviewing already) my notes for the upcoming quizzes. JEEZ.

Some random thoughts: I wish we can do some art in humanities pretty soon. It'll make me smile. And ZOMG, I'm procrastinating. THIS IS REALLY BADDDDDD. I need to do some of my individual projects pretty soon (I say, LATER. I MUST).

Time is running. Must enjoy last sem in school and I'm finding ways how to do so. Honestly, I'm not enjoying school that much except for the fact that traveling to different places for school work is REALLY NICE though it consumes a huge part of my time. Oh well, it's okay. As far as education is concern. RIGHT. Haha.

I realized, I Love Intramuros. I love the place. IDK why, but I never get tired of roaming around the place and getting pictures of random sites and stuff. But I hated it yesterday, when we were not allowed to shoot for our 'rizal' project. Yeah, it was our fault, we didn't get a permit to do so but my classmate insists that last time they had their shoot on the same place, they were allowed. Now that was weird. New rules, is it?

We transferred to Luneta Park and had our shoot there instead. Okay. I wore a Filipiniana dress (Pictures: SOON. Not yet allowed to post XD) and some random people, as narrated by my classmates, said something like 'A korean in filipiniana?'. THAT WAS REALLY FUNNY-- ok, only for me. haha! It's like I'm doing some prank thing-y :)) 'b-but, I'm not korean..' Gahaha.
Anyways, I enjoyed taking some pictures of some cute stray cats. I LOOOVE THEM ♥ (pics soon :3)

Oh, and HAPPY.

P.S. NEW ACCOUNT. LISTOGRAPHY. (Thanks SHIZ♥ for the suggestion) :D

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

2010-06-15T16:58:00.010+08:00

LAST DAY OF SUMMER VACATION.

Kind of sad. Thesis. Groggy nights. 7am classes everyday. ETC.
STRESS ALERT

RAINY DAYS are really nice, but I hate it when I'm stuck in school
and it's raining very hard.

I'm already in 4th year college. SHIT. I'm almost 20 years old, but I don't act like one. OH YEAH. haha. Okay, so Graduation is just around the corner. (For me, it really is. Time flies soooo fast~) MEEP. So, I'm giving my best shot this semester. RAWR.I'm just looking forward to spend time with my friends, make fond memories with them. College life is about to end. But before I do some drama (hey, its kind of early for that) , I'll stick to positive aura and the (hopefully) nice beginning of my senior year in UST. Hooray. Haha. :D

And. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY. Whateverrrr.

WTF can't stop LOL-ing :))

BOO!

2010-06-10T17:52:00.006+08:00

Yes, I AM BACK. First ever 2010 post.

This old layout is still up. I'm not in the mood to make another one.
Yet, I'm trying to edit some sections including the CHATBOX, links, etc.
STILL NOT FINISHED.

Was really planning to post narrations during the past months, but I WAS SO DAMN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND MY EFFIN PERSONAL LIFE. So there. I temporarily abandoned this bloggy. Somehow, I missed typing out my thoughts so I decided to return. I really wanted a new blog site but then thinking how memorable this sitey is, I guess I'm going to just stick with this. :D

YAYYYYY~

Random.

2009-07-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

♥ School days are fine, though it still SUCKS. {because of unwanted experiences that I've had recently} Err- the irony, ne~ No. Let me make this clear. School sucks but I'm having a more "POSITIVE" outlook in my life right now, that's why I should stick with the word "fine" rather than to curse school like what I usually did way back in highschool.

♥ This sem's subjects are okay. My best pick would be computer class/IDS. I was hoping for photoshop sessions for years now, that's why I'm glad, we have IDS plus PS tutorials. yay. I'm not a noob when it comes to PS--I know the basic workspace but yeah, there's a lot of hidden stuffs in PS that I can learn through school.

♥ A lot of my schoolmates are beginning to love Korean culture. which is really NOT new. Way back then in highschool, I was already starting to like it too, but I preferred to stick with my love for Japan. Korean dramas really influenced people resulting them to love the entire Korean culture. That is what's happening now. Or maybe some of those people are just going with the fad. You know, riding with what's popular.

♥ Busy days are here. =____= I just wish everything turns okay. *sigh*

TOKYO-KAWAII ♥

2009-06-28T10:33:00.004+08:00

NHK Tokyo-Kawaii TV (click here)

My latest favorite TV show. It features JAPANESE FASHION, and all that jazz. Makes my Saturday night a little extra special. I love how this show inspires women and teens to unleash their “creative” side when it comes to dressing up, choosing accessories, etc. Kawaii is becoming a universal word already. Glad NHK produced this kind of program for global kawaii stuff fans. Err- like me.

{x posted in orangejisatsu.tumblr.com}

SCHOOL DAYS.

2009-06-20T11:51:00.006+08:00

Yes, they always suck. But I love random things to do in school whenever there aren't professors around or during break time. {like looking out for yaoi pairs, etc. I'm WEIRD. well, yeahhh. LOL.} and In case I'm bored, would pull my little sketchpad out of my bag and scribble, scribble.
I'm serious with my studies, but during the 1st week of classes, I haven't recited yet DX. I was LAZY. so I guess, I need to get MOAAAAR serious this time.

A random girl.

And a random boy..that is.. umm. disproportioned,maybe.
I like drawing topless boys. Not because I'm a perv. But because I love drawing the
contours of a boy character's body. xD
should practice still. ^0^

Would post these soon in my deviantart account.

BUSY DAYS are coming. OH NYUUUU~

Rain. Scanner. Blog turd.

2009-06-06T15:40:00.005+08:00

random bish.
I'm inspired to draw during rainy days.

Yesterday, I bought myself 2 drawing pads which are actually the CHEAPEST (yes, I'm thrifty). I'm no PRO so I guess I should stick with the cheapest for the sake of my poor financial status at the moment. (insert sob; sigh) =___=

I want to get myself a scanner in a few months or so. I was actually wanting to have one, years ago. but yeah, I have much important stuffs to purchase, that's why I still haven't got my own. ;___; I have my deviantart but is actually like a corpse because of my inactivity and my CRAP photo posts which I will erase sooner or later, if laziness won't eat me. I have LOADS of drawing to share. so I need my own scanner. Having it scanned outside would be much MORE EXPENSIVE.

fffffft. RAINY DAYS ARE HERE. well hello, LOVELY FLOOD. I hate going out on rainy days.
I mean, I love rain. but I hate flood. wth.

BTW. Classes will be on the 15th, instead of June 8. Which I don't know if it is a good or bad news. but whatever, I don't have the power to choose or what. So better look at the bright side.

As I have observed, My blog is somewhat like a turd waiting to be flushed so it can go out and shout loud "hello" to its other company. Excuse me, but yeah. I feel I need some people to exchange blog links with. My BLOG is lonely as HELL. ;___;

GAH. I feel stupid.

Age Age Dance.

2009-06-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

I've never been addicted with disco music and the likes. I did love Para Para Eurobeat music, Morning Musume and Buono dance songs, and that "Dragostea tin dei" by Ozone , but that is all that I could remember as far as dance music is concern. Well.. until one day, Manager Gail shared this video, and the rest is AGE AGE fandom HISTORY. LOL.

I almost fell off my chair when I saw King do that "serious smile" thing. It's CREEPY at the same time, VERY FUNNY. So yes, I did research something about this guy here, since I was wondering, if DJ OZMA is the one with the curly hair, then who the freakin hell is this? {Hoshikuzu Teruya a.k.a. King. Now I can't stop LOLing.}

Special thanks to this LJ site. sadly it's for friends only. ;___;
http://kinguuuuu.livejournal.com/profile

DJ OZMA- AGE AGE EVERY NIGHT

And to tell you frankly, since I enjoy practicing para para steps, buono steps, hare hare yukai dance, etc in the past.. I'm giving this a try. just for the LOL. haha.

*EDIT: Thanks Gail, for pointing out the grammatical error. I was "reckless typing" again without checking. XD

jizabel. and of school.

2009-05-28T20:56:00.003+08:00

At the moment, I felt the urge to do some blogging, though I think this is kind of pointless at all. But yes yes, I'm continuing. My fingers can't stop typing, wtf. @__@

Random thoughts for this day.
♥ TO COSPLAY JIZABEL DISRAELI OR NOT.
Having a hard time finding the right wig. And not to mention, the Okane thing is a hindrance. but oh well, If I have the wig,then I would pursue. after all,this is just a "TRIP". Merely, one experience that I would want to have even if the final product would look really ugly or what. This is just an attempt. Maybe you'll never see me looking like a mad doctor in conventions but yeah, this is one cosplay thing that I want to achieve. The reason, is because I love Jizabel's personality. And some of his philosophies, are what I also believe in. I'm deeply lured in this character. I may be talking nonsense. but yeah. whatever.

♥ SCHOOL DAYS.
Only a week and few days to go before school days start and I'm actually complaining about my schedule. Will not elaborate more on this, except that I would want to share that I have morning + afternoon and morning + afternoon + evening classes. I hope this time, my school experience would be fun. I mean, it maybe is, but I guess my personality is the depressive type thus, I may not find this happiness which I am really trying to find when it comes to school. I don't know if this rooted on my experiences when I was younger. I hated school when I was probably in high school. But it may have started earlier,when I was in elementary. where I had this "inferiority". {may be too personal, shall be continued next time}

*I am stupid when it comes to making titles. Please, nevermind them. They're just uncreative keywords.

Count Cain. Godchild.

2009-05-27T19:32:00.003+08:00

So I killed myself by being highly addicted to Count Cain and Godchild. First thing, like I said, I don't give reviews cause I SUCK. I only give short comments. As for this one, I would give 10/10 rating since I'm a fan of psychotic + tragedy mangas, plus the shounen-ai thing made me happier ..and crazy! @__@ I love the detective like story, mysteries, bishies, smexy butler, smexy doctor, and.. gawd. I can't say anything ugly about this one. But I won't suggest this to people who hate bloodsheds and stuff. ^^

I LOVE KAORI YUKI ever since the day I've read "The boys next door". That was..when I was 14 or 15. (gah. I'm of legal age now. Time is really fast. >__<) And I really did plan to read Count Cain and other of her works back then but I kept myself busy,away from the manga world. That's why..it's just now. *sigh*

Count Cain/Godchild boys. Oscar, Jizabel. Riff and Cain.

I love RIFF x CAIN as much as I love SEBASTIAN X CIEL. Its not about the butler- master thingy. My addiction pertains to the "loyalty" itself. Though Riff *short spoilers here* betrayed Cain, at the last part, oh my god, they're still together in the end. And I've expected it to be. They would be..for eternity. It was too obvious that they loved each other, and their relationship was so..so.. intimate. THAT I ALMOST CRIED AT THE FINAL CHAPTERS because of that "sweetness" shown between them. T___T It was a pure love that it even transformed Riff into a good character again in the end ;___;

Cain kissed some girls, loved some, and that's the end. He is still for Riff,after all. :D It was an ending that I really like,though it was sad. *sigh*

I also liked Jizabel Disraeli. I prefer it to be JIZABEL rather than JEZEBEL. since it is more appropriate because CAIN and JIZABEL are brothers, do you read me?XD So what can I say. I ADORE his personality. He's evil on the outside, but there is this "gentleness" inside, which really melted my heart. *Yesh, I'm a doctor Disraeli fan too*

Oh well, I was thinking of cosplaying him, seriously. but yeah the wig is an issue. If I get the perfect wig then I would pursue! ^0^

err--School days are just around the corner. PFFT.

Nodame, Krauser and Penicillin

2009-05-14T20:11:00.007+08:00

Do I have enough reasons to keep this blog? Recently, I have these blog issues in mind, whether or not I must keep updating this one, etc. But as you can see, I'm putting up a new entry today which is really an out-of-the-blue decision.

Moreover, I just want to give a little update about whatever I'm doing now.
I've finished NODAME CANTABILE LIVE ACTION. Nodame and Chiaki are so adorable. and yes, Fuck, because I can't give a nice review. Not in the mood and I suck to death.

I will start watching DMC the MOVIE pretty soon. Matsuyama Kenichi as the kick ass krauser. LOL.

and yeah.
Facebook. The truth is, I don't like social websites anymore. I fucking hate it. >< but since I'm kind of addicted with this Pet Society, then I need to open my account in FB which is kind of bullshit since I'm really NOW lazy when it comes to updating profile and stuff. well, Facebook= for Pet Society reasons.

I named my pet, PENICILLIN. I liked the idea of naming him (he's a he) before a j-band slash that medicine related drug whatever. Go and research it yourselves.

He really looks depressed. lol. Still saving up for more furnitures. gahhh.
BTW, he's a crossdresser too. FUFU <3<3<3

"Yes, My Lord"

2009-05-03T20:39:00.005+08:00

since i am fangirling sebby x cielly, i haven't resisted the temptation of buying sebastian figures ;____; *sob*

err-part of the trading arts set. I hope..it is original .___.
Gwaaa. I just..kind of, find the hand really weird. makes me think of mickey mouse's hand. ><

I hope this is original too *sob* .___. "aku ma de shitsuji desu kara~" fufu.
He's really one hell of a butler. *squee* kakoiiiiiii.

I want the sebby nendoroidddddds! ;__;

Kuroshitsuji. finished.

Ooof. Tis is sweeter than a normal love storyyyyyyy! I dont want it to eeeeeeeeend T___T
buhuhuhu. I so much love this. It is a masterpiece!!! So okay, I may suck when it comes to making reviews,but the only thing I could comment as for now is...it is excellent. The plot,characters,setting, ALL! Some historical facts are really interesting, plus the characters including the supporting, has their own story which is quite interesting. This anime slash manga brought back the person I am,before. You may not really fathom since no one really knows who i am, but well, I owe something to this anime/manga.

I love so much sebastian's character. Loyal & calm. what else is much cooler? {I want a butler tooooooo! XD} And ciel too. Sadness and Pain envelopes his identity. Their combination is perfect. in my opinion, and I know most would agree, They have this really "intimate" relationship more than a servant-master, though It is secretly addressed to us, it is so much obvious in their actions. I like how dramatic the scenes were, yet not an exaggeration.

This is, yet one of the best.
Will continue reading the manga. looking forward for the next chapters.

of layout and some anime fame

2009-04-27T17:57:00.005+08:00

A while ago, I've been photoshopping, did some Kuroshitsuji SEBAXCIEL plurk layout. and this is the outcome :D

I am in the current Kuroshitsuji chapter released in Onemanga.com,
as well as Detroit metal City.
Lately, I've been thinking if I would watch the anime version of these. ^0^ gahaha.

I'm dying to have sebastian and ciel nendoroids!!! x____x Kuroshitsuji is not so famous here unlike bleach,death note,naruto,etc. but I bet, It will be, soon! gah. it's fate would end up like death note. I remember myself years ago, going to this anime shop, and asked "Umm,do you have death note stuffs in here?" The shop guy said no. ;___; after months, when suddenly death note fame boomed, They were selling tons and tons of DN stuffsssss!!!! 0__0 I was..shocked. It was like something that was nothing and then POOOF!!~ So many!!! Plus, DN characters were cosplayed by LOTS. and I now expect seba or ciel clones in a month or so. NUUUUUU >_<

gay.

2009-04-25T09:20:00.002+08:00

♣ A part of my plurk info. ♣
I believe I'm a discreet gay anyway.
Nevermind. ;___;

♥ For some personal reasons, will not go to Shizen later.
♥ Will spend my day at home + grandma's {ama's} house + church.
♥ reading Kuroshitsuji Chap 23 onwards.
♥ Thinking that soma x agni is quite a good pairing too. Pretty Indians. lol.
♥ I feel kind of lonely x___x wtf.

NEW ADDICTION..

2009-04-24T18:03:00.003+08:00

IS THIS!~~

Kuroshitsuji.
I'm lately in love with Ciel & Sebastian.
Can you sense something? OF COURSE YOU DO! Yaoooooi! *shouts* x___x
I can't stop loving them *squee*
How I wish I could do a cosplay of both of them. T__T but yeah, quite impossible.

Yesterday, I read a yaoi fanfic. of course, cielxseba (but prince soma is pretty too, gah). Nostalgic. It's just now that I did that again after ages. ^0^ It's like, I'm becoming an avid fan of manga slash anime again.
MOAR FANGIRLISHNESS NEXT TIME.

I ♥ Detroit Metal City too. I'm currently in the latest chapter. fwaha :D

Hospital days. not yet done.

2009-04-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

err--yeah i was afraid, but during the process I kept on staring at the syringe >___<

I took lots of Xrays recently. For the last few months, I lost 10 Ibs,that's why I need to have check-ups so that the culprit would be determined. So far, I took different tests, and in this week or so, shall be continued until the reason would be known.

I was also diagnosed with mild scoliosis. 14 degrees. not so bad. I need to have swimming activities, exercise and that monkey bar thing, as told by the doctor.

Easterrr-

2009-04-12T09:07:00.001+08:00

From me and my lovely rabbits :3 ♥

HOLY WEEK--

2009-04-10T11:33:00.005+08:00

I was not present for the last few days and there were short highlights that I missed to share.

♦ My uncle died. {I'm not mentioning the entire details} It was just yesterday morning that his body was taken from here in Manila, to his province in Pangasinan. I slept @ 4:30am and got up @ 11am.

♦ I had my checkup last time. Every month I am dying in pain because of that dysmenorrhea so we decided to have the ultrasound. I underwent transrectal, a total pain in the ass,literally. Thank God, I have everything normal, except my uterus is retroverted. I loled.

Mom had her checkup too,but unfortunately, she will undergo an operation soon :( Please pray for her.

♦ My dolly is joining the poupee contest with her not so nice outfit. Well,we are just going to try eventhough there's zero percentage of probability that she will win.

Every holy week, we just stay at home, except prolly on the weekends. I love EASTER ♥
My bunny stufftoys feel the same. :D

zomg BEST FREEBIE

2009-04-01T15:45:00.004+08:00

Got this after I uploaded another item.
THIS + 8 ribbons. 8 ribbons suck, yes I know,
but this April fool's item is
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE.
I mean, the bestest free item that I got, so far. ♥

Plus. Ive tried http://jesterball.com/Animations/animeplotgenerator.html.
introverted rapists transform into powerful kabuki actors to conquer the world.
LOL. suits me. Am one of the introverted rapists. >:D

LOL

2009-04-01T11:08:00.004+08:00

I'm really scared of that "Conficker WORM" T-T My PC~~~oh no. gawd.

But that didn't stop me to update my Poupee. K was the one who changed her attire recently ^0^ Thanks K!~~♥

A while ago, I bought some new items *fruck. The panda items are not in Kath's shop anymore sob sob Haven't bought them, I was too thrifty! sob*
Anyway these new items were pretty hilarious, well I think so.

Who the hell is KEN? ken.. from barbie?D:

These are the only things that I bought. Saving enough money for the next cute items XD

HIATUS NO MORE---!

2009-03-31T17:08:00.010+08:00

NEW BLOG LAYOUT :D
*hopefully there's no more urge to change it again. will edit this gradually btw!*

At last ♥
HAPPY VACATION!~オメデトウ　( ^ _ ^)∠☆PAN！
THIS SITE IS UP AGAIN WITH A NEW URL TOO. ♥♥♥

short sharing:

*last Saturday I got myself a Kera mag!~ zomg I was dying just to get a copy of that and now!!!
It's in my arms!!~ (★*U∀Up)♪+ﾟ HAPPPYYYYYYY!~

here's a DL link I found so you guys can actually see whats inside ;D
http://benolsatuem.com/2009/03/14/kera-april-2009/

*I actually got my hair color just days ago. Highlights, then it turned out bright (was so cute! but since it is prohibited in school, I dyed my hair again with my original color which is CHESTNUT brown ;____;)

So equation is like:
bright highlights+ chestnut brown dye= this. my hair. LOL
I miss my cute highlighted hair. It was brown orange-ish that I felt I was one of those Gokusen boys. XD

hooray for summer vacation,anyway.♥♥♥

HIATUS,--

2009-02-24T19:47:00.001+08:00

shall be back on summer!--
school works sucks and..

POUPEE MADNESS. ARGH.

HIATUS,STILL. >__>

dies

2009-01-19T10:50:00.003+08:00

so according to the title, It's the HELL week. >__>

Alright, due to the fact that I love editing my bloggy layout, I've come up with another, more simple, and uhm. yeah. I am having thoughts of still changing it. but will leave it as it is now. I have lots of things to do. And this exam would kill me, and if it does literally, then I might be found lying on the floor with several stabs, chains in both hands and feet, bloody, my eyes popped out and wait, this is going to be more of a bloody-ish gore post, so then here I shall stop. GAH.

Oh vacation, come to me~ LOL IM DYING.
please pray for me,that I shall past teh exams. ugh.

K: shit in teh shorts. --don't blame me, you were requesting for this, didn't you,yesterday? Shitmen. LOL. now kill me. x__x

o(TヘTo) くぅ fufu~

2009-01-13T09:27:00.007+08:00

So, Its tuesday. I'm stuck with accounting homework and there's this something wrong with my computation and stuff. I have a quiz later, No, not yet reviewing--maybe later.
I feel LAZY. fruck.

I hope tis week will be more kind to me （；´д｀）トホホ really, I feel crappy this days.

Remedy would be DLing some J-mag scans ♥ and talking to K

MIHO TANAKA ♥
I've just downloaded Mina 09/01!! ☆(ﾟωﾟ☆)(☆ﾟωﾟ)☆ｶﾞﾝﾊﾞ♪ hooray~

I wanna be happiii~ or maybe make myself happy
I MUSSSSTTTTT!~

SUNDAY. sunny day.

2009-01-11T20:13:00.002+08:00

*K and me had Mcdonalds. :)*

Twas a nice day. ♥
cheese ice kwim, coke float, ugh,we're dying of sugar. LOL

One thing that I remembered from today:
Wrong things do happen in the past,present, and the future, so that we would learn and realize our mistakes. We can't make up for some of our mistakes, but instead, we can do something NOT to do the same mistake.

ooh~still procrastinating. >__> I feel lazy. STILL.

TWEET and the first week

2009-01-09T19:49:00.006+08:00

"Now wut ?"
*notice teh eyebags~*

registered a TWITTER account. Just for experience, but I'm not going to do lots of updates. TOO BUSY TO DO SO x___x

The first week of school in the year 09 --is AWKAY. yet Im already feeling lotsa pressure right now: LTS trips, tour guiding, prelims. ZOMG. ME WANTS SUMMER VACATIONNNN!~ blah. I'm wrecking the new year's resolution feel! darn it--! Okay, so back to normal. I'm changing for teh best! so, help me, GOD.

I had some problems to resolve, and that one I believe, is something which is planned so that I can be more of a matured type of person inside [cause outside, I can be very childish with all the rabbit dolls and stuff~lol] now that I am 18teen. [but I don't feel 18 at all--]

Hopefully the coming weeks would be fruitful with less stress!~

GAMBATTE KUDASAI NE~♥

K: GAMBATTE! :D *chuuu*

TWEET TWEET

Hello, 2009!

2009-01-01T09:11:00.007+08:00

my very first post for the year!~♥
WEEE~another year history for my blog

Last night I was just stuffing my stomach with so much food (beef shawarma pizza,rice,spaghetti,shrimp with garlic) while watching KOHAKU UTA GASSEN in NHK. Yes, I was just watching the entire time-- We don't have firecrackers and I hate firecrackers, so we just stayed inside the house. More enjoyment for me. Might be boring,but Kohaku entertained me. ♥Aiko,WaT,Mika Nakashima,Naotaro Moriyama,ETC. FUN FUN. And I also appreciate ENKA music. I really like it when they give that sad and painful face before, during and after the song. Twas like already a PART of singing, to show deep emotion.

Aw, it pains me to see my blog without a new layout for the new year:(
I promise to do something for it. sob,sob.

I'm excited for another vacation. I don't really like to go to school. HAHA.

Sunday holiday happy day.

2008-12-28T22:28:00.004+08:00

♥

Trinoma: full of people, during holidays and uhm, non-holidays too. heck.
SM annex: now, OPEN. still lotsa stores unopened. Glad to see a Toney and Jackey branch there. Kei, I suck in picture taking.
Dairy Queen: Kei told the DQ guy his name and we exchanged looks after seeing the receipt. "KATE" was typed instead of "KEI". @__@
ZOMG. anyway, we lurve the choco extreme blizzard. A MUST-TRY ♥
Tokyo Tokyo: didn't like the service. Lotsa customers doesn't mean an alibi for a non high quality service. D: I ♥ teh miso soup.
Lomography: me wants lomo cams! T-T lomography means= goodbye savings. nooooo~
Layout: Oh yes, I'm planning to make another layout. MUST FINISH IT SOON!~ x__x

I want some extension for the vacation. ;___;
sob sob.

HAPPI KURISUMASU!~

2008-12-24T08:45:00.002+08:00

Tis the season to be jolly~ tralalalalala.
Now, cut the crap. My holiday vacation seemed not to be a vacation after all!
Curse school works.
Oh, anyway, I'm again planning to make a new layout for tis bloggy.
Well, I dunno. even this is not really a substantial blog and
no one's really reading, except me, of course, I love to make some new layout for
the sake of my pleasure. teeheehee.

At the moment, I'm a fan of masakixkeigo in kamisama mou sukoshi dake.

and I heart the song I FOR YOU. maybe because, It contains the same message that I want to tell...you :>

New haircut

2008-11-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

After months of thinking about the haircut thing,Ive decided to sport a new one during this day.
VIVERE SALON, thank you.lol.♥

haircut.

2008-11-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

Lately, I've been dreaming of cutting my hair and sporting a short one.
I am looking for different japanese hairstyle sites so I could get myself a copy to let mom or a salon do the transformation for me. weeeee.
Still thinking twice. I'm really bored with my hair. seemed not contented and I often tie it up because of the hot weather. x___x

BORED. and gloomy as well.
School works, there are lots.
Need a vacation.
PFFT.

2008-11-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

♥Napapansin ko pahirap na ng pahirap. Nararamdaman ko. Ughh~Anhirap ng mga subjects ngayon.
♥5:30 sinuspend, 5:30 talaga uwian namen ngayon. woot.
♥TTH is a stress-free day --NOT ANYMORE.
♥I want to.. sleep. now. *faints*
♥Instead of reviewing, I'm plurking slash blogging. hooray for me.
♥ *insert santa claus laugh*

First week.~

2008-11-08T12:06:00.002+08:00

This sem is going to be like.. HELL. or so I think.
The first week isn't that harsh but I'm expecting it to be, for the next weeks to come. lol.
If I will rank all the subjects, I shall place them in DIFFICULT degree. ALL OF THEM! *cries*
Now what should I do, of course. STUDY x__x

We have some new instructors and I have some realy detailed perspective about them in my mind. I was dreading for a number of very hard to please instructors, and mostly I'm afraid of difficult subjects.

MWF.
This is the sched that I dont really like, well,kind of. Mr.Tour115 makes me think of Ms.Anthro. They have little similarities. Aw. now I'm missing Ms. Anthro. her witty jokes, professional and smart looks. x__x awww. I really dont like law subjects, but of course I need to persevere so I could pass the subject. I'm afraid of tour-guiding. Shyness, get away from me. French is AWKAY but I'm having a difficulty too since I hate oral tests. gah. We have 3 TOUR subjects and PGC too.

TTH
SOC is..weird. really. Its like a little prayer rally inside the room. *I hope no one would actually tell her about my comments* NIHONGGO, still love it but its really hard to understand sensei's writings. Its confusing me. BIO is..awkay. i just dont like involuntary recitation, well like ACCTG. darn.

Dear Lord, Guide me please.

All souls.

2008-11-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts from 9:30 to 10:05.

♥Thanks usachan for the heartwarming letter. :3
♥Ayoko mag bukas. ayoko magtuesday. blah.
♥Matutuloy pa kaya yung play? *sigh*
♥Ginagawa ko pa si Ipis-chan. Matutuloy kaya bukas. I doubt.
♥Gusto ko magcosp photoshoot. yun lang.
♥Sana nasa kwarto nalang pc ko. *cries*
♥Sana di ko na kailangan maglagay ng OFF lotion.
♥Naiiyak ako.
♥Singhot. Singhot. me sipon ako.

juhachisai~ EDIT: JUHASSAI. sorry, niichan sensei.

2008-10-31T20:51:00.005+08:00

I just turned 18 yesterday.

Happy halloween~ :B /crossposted to fs and multiply/

I feel kind of sad thinking about tuesday *still wants to rest*

the unusual mango (well, unusual for me)

2008-10-22T15:38:00.006+08:00

Look, a mangooo x____x

Ooooh~a brown spot.

Zoom. Zoom.

HEARRRRT! :3

Who says "Saging lang ang me Puso"? Mangga din :D

:NO PHOTOSHOP EDIT OR WHATSOEVER:

Mom bought this mango last night and found this unusual mark. So cute :3

:)

2008-10-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

grades via eleap :)

PASSED.

2008-10-20T16:37:00.010+08:00

BLURRY image from my cellphone camera. albertus magnus bldg. the students were in a *coughs* what the heck, I can't call this a line. We were told to make a line so we can go inside the room and get our clearance.
after waiting for so long, sweating and stuff, mr.student council officer tould us,2nd years to form our lines upstairs at the 2nd floor. NICE. very nice.

So I've got a chance to shot a random view when we were on the 2nd floor. We waited long just to get..

TADAA~ clearance. all subjects PASSED. FYI, no grades are indicated. (pardon for the blurred images) darn it~ just this paper. so I went home after an hour in UST.

By the way meet, GREENY, :) I've placed my old savings in her, a while ago.

all my coin savings are in her wide tummy. I'm money-conscious since then. haha~

EDIT***watched MY LITTLE BRIDE last night. LOVE IT :3 so cuuute~ I'm not good in giving movie reviews but the only thing I can comment is.. The story is CUTE, the movie was great. I would love to make a fanfic out of it haha~

>>END

Happy :)

2008-10-18T22:07:00.007+08:00

From the moment I woke up, I felt that this was gonna be a happy day for me.

Sunshine-y morning, I sat outside of the house to get a glimpse of the sky and the environment

Megamall day. Bought lots. errand from mom and this kawaii sticker, as well as sketchpad and a gtech ballpen refill. Thanks for the day, Usachan. SO HAPPY. :3 toy kingdom=fun. we felt we're kids, again. (hey I'm still a kid, I mean, we.)

my cellphone. overdecorated it. haha~ my cam is still not functioning well FYI. oops wallpaper=totchi of dir en grey.

its a boxxx~!

tadaa~ after and before. (jap style pics from right to left. kidding.) An old diary box converted to a multi-purpose box. created by me :) Put lots of old anime stickers and placed a plastic cover (I'm not used to cover things but I'm glad I did this one, though it isn't nice.) made this yesterday. also, I arrange the stuffs inside my shelf. It was so dirty and was a disaster until I've done something to make it tidy again.

w/ plastic cover staplered above the shelf

w/o plastic cover. teehee. I'm preventing huge amount of dust from entering my shelf. TIDY. well at least I think.

I'm happy. really, today :)

weee~

2008-10-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

NEW LAYOUT. still under construction. did the whole thing for hours, still unfinished :D

ANGULO NG LAYOUT @_@

SEMBREAK 2008!!woot!

OCTOBERfest~ sembreak woot

2008-10-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

Meep. A week to go! SEMBREAK is just around the corner. *excited* I even have a "to-do list" in my mind days ago, fwahaha. my mind is pretty tired, accounting seems to be a bit scary if you're careless LIKE ME. I hope I'll pass the test tomorrow *prays*

I was surfing the net in random *oh God, it had been weeks before I did some non-school stuffs on the net* and uhm, I've been looking at some cosplay sites, doll maker sites, etc. etc. just typing what ever comes to my mind. So okay, I'm not a cosplayer and I umm, have a different perspective on cosplayers in the Philippines therefore, I musn't speak now. must..keep..my mouth shut. haha. but I'm planning to do some Loli cosplay for my own pleasure.

I really want to do this cosplay thing for a long time. Such things just hinder me to make it possible: money, character, confidence. I JUST NEED THOSE. well, for me to do cosplay is an experience where you pretend you are someone else. I want a day or so to feel like I'm a different person, that's why I want to try it, just to kind of remove my old frustration. Plus the beautiful costume excites the senses.

This sembreak, I'm planning to look for a wig. or just try some. haha~

anyways, I'll have lots of time this sembreak. Need to do some nice and worthwhile stuffs.
See ya.

EVENT blah blah

2008-09-18T08:18:00.005+08:00

PHOTOBLOG muna♥

me and low~

Pagkatapos ng HANDBALL, diretso sa dorm nina reg. KAEN,HANDA,BIHES.

BEST siomai, :3 para saken weee~ LOVELITE SIOMAI sa Dapitan

Gail, Low and Reg~ako photographer XD

LA PAVILLION

low and I~

weee~nachos

pasta, fishfillet with honey mustard, beef something *forgot the name*~

coffee jelly with sprinklers, pinipig, uhm, is that condensed milk? Pineapple & banana slice, marshmallow covered with white chocolate. LOVE

sarapppp TwT

excited si gail sa nachos

dukutan na~ansarap ng sauces, cheese at salsa TwT

:3 bonjing. haha

wandering amidst the cold evening~ photographed by me:3 model:low

di ko na nailagay lahat. :> babye muna. mata ne~

Sick.

2008-09-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

I am Sick. literally. since yesterday. Thanks to proper medication, My flu is gone, only the colds and cough still remained.

I am Sick. the other term. I'm sick and tired of my stressful and hectic life.
I WANT TO REST, SLEEP AND DO SOMETHING ELSE NONSCHOOL-RELATED.

Bye, lots of things to do. damn.

GAWD

2008-09-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

Last tuesday was the most fucking day in my home arrival history. I just arrived home 11pm. GAH, it was because of some plenary matters and the badshit weather. We went to SM, and my feet were pretty soaked with filthy water but I less cared because I was desperate to find the footwear thing, so I can go home already. Me and Jena looked for some materials for the ninja footwear that they are going to wear on friday. We finished the search and buy stuff at 9pm and I came home pretty late because it was hard to find a jeepney with vacant seats. And it was traffic as well. What a horrible experience. I hate stranded moments with strangers.

Today's thursday and guess what. Yesterday they were arranging the exhibits on the 3rd floor when suddenly, the classes were suspended and so, Ms.tourism prof. told them to remove all the exhibit stuffs! HAHA~ what the hell. The exhibit making will pursue today, and the exhibit proper is cancelled and will push through tomorrow together with the program.

I just feel LAZY.
I just wanna have M.O. and sleep and draw. that kind of activities.
I'm lazy to do some school stuffs.

I was researching for homosexuality in japan a while ago for my final speech in english communication. LOVE IT. :)

I feel like shit.
*cries* I wanna stay home.

No classes tomorrow: I WISH!

2008-09-08T12:30:00.004+08:00

my class actually ended at 7pm, specifically 7:30 after the plenary meeting stuff. Thanks to the almighty rain, I came home at 10pm. me and usakun had a hard time riding the jeepney and so, to kill of boredom, I tried tutoring him the steps of HARE HARE YUKAI. teehee~ I enjoyed it and even couldn't help but wish we would just stay in a place together and practice dancing. :)

I have a HUGE PROBLEM. being the head of the PERSONNEL committee, we are now having a hard time thinking where we could rent kimonos or even yukatas in case the Japanese embassy does not have available ones. OH NO. T-T

♥YESTERDAY

It was kind of funny when we went to Robinsons Ermita. Local actors and actresses from MY GIRL, philippines are the special guest and my mom, who was uhm.. a fan, told me and tita Ge to try and peep through the booming number of people surrounding the stage. I dont like them but Okay mom for your sake, let's try. What happened was the start was supposed to be 4pm, it was already almost 5, and we're still standing there. After minutes, we decided just to dine rather than wait for them. You know, "Filipino time" is irritating. You'll set a show at 4 then it will began at 5:30? What kind of show is that? I cant blame them, yeah right, It's a Filipino attitude for most. I'm an advocate of punctuality even I am actually late in some of my meetings. hehe~

We ate at ajisen, I had my gyudon.

Yum,Yum,Yum :3

After eating we decided to go home. we passed by the stage, struggling as we were sandwiched by the crowd of KIM-GERALD fans. DAMN. I can't believe this -_-; Uhm, I kinda saw Kim Chiu and Enchong Dee~ *the hell do you care, and the hell do I care as well haha*

LOTS AND LOTS OF PEOPLE trying to see the loveteam from afar. >_<>

It's me. I love Robinsons' Wash room. weeeee :3 --->

Gah, I'm tired. Really. Aw my poor usakun :( Please remain strong. I know you can do it, everything's gonna be alright. *hugs*

*will rest* OYASUMI. err- good morning. xD

GAH

2008-09-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

This is kind of depressing. I was planning to change the layout so I did try replacing the template and stuff when suddenly there was a remark that there's something wrong with my codes. damn. It's saddening, really.
*cries*

And so, It was kind of boring today. We just accomplish the LTS interview thing, and went to class. BORING.

I'm still trying to learn Kiss Kiss Kiss by Buono and yeah, I love Hello Project artists. I just wanna be like them, well the kawaii thingy and songs plus dance combo~ haha. it's just so fun. I'm a frustrated dancer, mind you. Well, I'm taking Momoko's part and my classmate Meann will do Airi's and Jensen would be our Miyabi. FUN. just for the sake of fun, and nah, It wouldn't be a part of our plenary. :D We just feel like dancing.

YES I WOULD LOVE TO BE A HELLO PROJECT ARTIST! *ugh FRUSTRATED*
hahahahahaha~

I WANT TO HAVE A VACATIOOOON,please oh please.

Gail's debut is coming up and the thing I dread was the semi formal dress thing. ARGH plus the convention that we need to attend. ALL SEMI FORMAL!!! nooooooooo~~~ CAN I WEAR SOMETHING LOLITA-ISH PLEASE? *of course not, bakero*

*sigh*
will sleep now. BYE.

USAKUN hop hop hop darling, :B

I'M BACK

2008-08-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

YES ITS ME! I'M FUCKING BACK. oh meep, I can't stop cursing the hell out of my excited emotions! I was already lamenting for months when I forgot the username and password of this old account. I tried and tried but I never succeeded in guessing the right information. It was just now that I tried, once again, and when I saw the dashboard screen, I was like OMG. MY OLD ACCOUNT IS ACTIVATED!

so, this is a quick narration.

♥Last Friday was the last day of the ITHM week in UST. We dressed up Japanese style since ours was a Japan Parade. The night before we were assigned to do a presentation so we chose HARE HARE YUKAI. the next day we have a couple of hours to practice, and we did almost memorize our own parts. here is what happened.
Vid courtesy of Norely. The beginning of the dance was not recorded.

FUN. FUN. FUN. It was like performing in front of an AnimeCon.

♥Usakun and I played Samurai Shodown 6 and I did enjoy :) Yoshitora is still my favorite but I'm starting to like also Andrew. I want to try playing with a couple of old characters. SS6 is kind of nostalgic since there are lots of characters from the old version. I felt the years way back then when me and my uncle played SS2.
Get well soon, USAKUN ♥♥♥

MORE UPDATES. I'm going to edit the layout, I swear. My old blog is back, yeeeey.

HOOOOOOOO~

2007-07-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Oh, meep. like what i've expected, I wasn't able to update this for a month or so. Anyway, just letting you know that I'm still breathing, my hypothalamus still working, my blood still rushing through my veins, whatever- it's just that IM ALIVE FOR EVERYONE'S INFORMATION unlike my blog which I think is going to die soon. OH NO. before I conclude so, let me just share a few details about my current life. I'm in college now and my life sucks- a bit. it's like 25% is HELL and 75% is OKAY. curse my 3 times a week schedule of 12 pm - 7pm. I hate going home late. so okay, Im narrating more soon, the hell do you care, yes I know. anyway, who knows, you may actually pick little lessons in my posts, ne? XD

shit, i came back with no new layout. awww, :( i feel i really suck right now. Guys, I guess I'm going to sleep now. its past 2 am and I promise I shall return soon. JA MATA NE~

MHAYE, i promise ill link you please bear with me. arigato.

2007-06-13T07:50:00.000+08:00

OKAY, this is the last day of my natsu yasumi. Forget the "new layout" announcement, i guess i wont have the time to fix it since im pretty sure ill have a hectic schedule this school year. I wont promise that i'll be updating this blog weekly but as much as possible, ill try to drop by and type in my thoughts if ever i have the time. Anyway, i guess i dont need this thing anymore. I used to type in nonsensical thoughts and uninteresting narrations but anyway, i still want to keep this site alive because of its sentimental value. It had been years since i first made use of this to tell the world how i feel that's why i think, i cant just leave this on permanent hiatus.

Thank you, guys -to all of you who dropped by and left a comment and even to those earthlings who had accidentaly saw my entries. XIE XIE.

to all who had been a part of my summer vacation, THANK YOU. this is the most wonderful summer vacation i ever had. The PARA PARA EXPERIENCE will forever be kept inside my heart.

to YAS and PRINCESS, thank you guys and good luck. we might not see each other in a long span of time so i just wanna wish you a lucky college life ahead.

to JED and NICOLE, the graduating girls, goodluck in your senior life. w00t.
ate JAYCETTE, first time kitang nakita last sunday. good luck also. kawaii~ xD

to my ONII-CHAN, YO. :D thank you, ill keep on repeating this words forever, thank you, thank you, thank you. daisuki da yo...

GOOD LUCK to us. GAMBATTE MINNA~ ill be dropping by here if not tomorrow or next week, soon. Much Love.

PFFT

2007-06-06T03:56:00.000+08:00

F CK. im on HIATUS again.

but i swear ill be back to make a huge adjustment on my layout. My tagboard is still open for your comments. Thank you. JA MATA NE~

2007-05-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

x.my blog is on hiatus NO MORE

x.still no new layout
x.still no new fascinating update

my blog sucks to death PFFT but anyway im typing a very simple entry right now. excuse me. im not in the mood to narrate so lets just let the images do the talking, eh? XD

ONII-CHAN <3<3<3>

ARIGATO. thanks for making my natsu yasumi a very memorable one. CHU. XD

HAHA sikat ka na oh. jodan yo. :D proud lang ako and i wanted to show the world kung sino ang napakabait kong kapatid. HAHAHA. HAPPYBALLS >.<

ONIICHAN+PARAPARA= ureshii :D

MARUKO = XD

para para rabu

2007-04-25T07:40:00.000+08:00

Finally – the thirst for experiencing the parapara machine had been quenched. Indeed, I did tried playing PARAPARAPARADISE. Though yas and I tried most of the times the parapara mode not the freestyle mode, we were truly satisfied with our exhibition. I felt I was one of the SUPER GALS. HEHE. Think, RAN KOTOBUKI? XD

Yas told me some of the boy audiences (passers-by) commented that I lookedstupid dancing. Pfft. Who the hell cares? I don’t give a shit. I enjoyed & that was the most important. I guess they just don’t know the real “PARA PARA” way of dancing and I believe I exhibited the right basics. Thank you, mr. internet.

Last few days ago, I’ve watched Death Note 2: the last name. It’s one of the best films ever made. I enjoyed the plot besides enjoying the sight of my dearest L. ^_^ hehe.

0_0

2007-04-15T05:11:00.000+08:00

lately, i've felt i was drowned in a pool of boredom. the truth is, there are number of things which i could possibly do to avoid being bored but it was kind of weird cause I don't want to do those optional stuffs. I mean, i can self-study nihonggo or mandarin, or perhaps I can be a couch-potato for days and watch DVDs which I bought (I have the LAST NAME dvd already and hana yori dango 2. thank, GOD.) days ago, but I didn't dare touch them after leaving them at the table near the television. I guess I was too lazy to do anything. like now, I'm really lazy to update but I did, anyway. ^__^ hehe. next topic.

After passing the interview in UST, I had to pass some requirements in the university and I already did last 11th. That day actually SUCKED. why is it that it would take a LONG time just to pass my goodmoral and card? pfft. on the 26th, I'll be enrolling and I'm already thinking that it would also take a LONG time to do it. OKAY, be calm, trixie. I just hate the "waiting" part. well, I need to be a little patient, I suppose. So this is actually final, I will be on the Institute of Tourism and Hospitality Management months from now. Do I have any regrets? I could answer that after the first sem. Actually, thinking that it's TOURISM, majority of the people there are NOT like me. They're not OTAKUS, they're not JAPANESE LOVERS, they're not that WEIRD kind of people. but that's OK, I guess, I should meet people who are kind of, different from me.

hmmm, a girl from tourism who is very childish- a j-lover who sings south asian songs. that would be really different. yes, I would probably be the most unique person in the whole program. hehe. i just think so. ^_^ wahahaha. XD

survey kills boredom

2007-04-10T06:30:00.000+08:00

as what the title says, i've really buried my face in a mountain of surveys nowadays cause there's nothing really that much to do.

okay, this is the "BOLD ME" type of survey i came across in xanga. bold me? hehe.

1. I burp alot
2. I'm sophomore in high school
3. I love green tea ice cream
4. I bite my nails
5. I'm in colorguard
6. I am oddly addicted to South Park
7. I love root beer!
8. I can't live without chapstick
9. Music = LOVE
10. I can eat with chopsticks
11. I have an iPod
12. My favorite Disney character is Eeyore
13. I have a sister
14. I've lived in California my whole life
15. People compliment me on my hair alot
16. Cereal is my comfort food
17. I like a lot of different types of music
18. I used to play piano
19. I have a boyfriend
20. I'm an understanding person
21. I wish I had dimples
22. I despise hair spray
23. My favorite body part are the eyes
24. The only make up I ever use is eyeliner
25. I have more than one best friend
26. I have a pet
27. My parents are strict
28. I'm Asian
29. Cheesecake is one of my favorite deserts
30. I think beer tastes gross
31. I like vodka
32. I bruise easily
33. I love watching the stars
34. I'm a pessimist
35. I'm random
36. I like making lists
37. I loooove surveys
38. I love my friends with all my heart
39. One of my pet peeves are people who walk slow in crowds
40. Speaking of crowds, I can't stand them
41. I like to sing
42. I like urban legends
43. I enjoy reading.
44. Naps make me happy
45. Okay I admit it; I like cheesy love stories & love letters
46. I believe in soul mates
47. My birthday is in the Spring
48. I suck at playing flute
49. I like naming things
50. I have too many stuffed animals
51. Orchids are my favorite flowers
52. I'd love it if a guy sang to me
53. I'm allergic to real silver
54. I cuss too much
55. I have 2 first names
56. I'd love going to Hawaii
57. I often feel like an outcast even though I have friends
58. Laughter is my drug
59. I've made out with another girl before
60. I'm a neat freak
61. I always carry hand sanitizer in my purse
62. I like necklaces
63. The only cake I like is cheesecake
64. I'm a grammar whore. So sue me.
65. I think that algebra is secretly a Nazi concentration camp
66. Racists piss me off
67. I'm pro-life
68. I'm not too fond of politics
69. I need to get a life
70. College scares me
71. I'm afraid to fall in love
72. I'd die without my cell phone
73. I'd die without music
74. I'd die without oxygen
75. I eat too much
76. I need to lose weight
77. I have a deep belly button
78. I can't stand my own voice
79. I have many scars
80. A dog bit me before
81. I've had to get stitches
82. I've watched a live human birth
83. Sometimes I'm terribly shy
84. I think I have A.D.D
85. I have depression
86. I think I'm annoying
87. I wear braces
88. Black is my favorite color
89. I sleep with a stuffed animal
90. I like my steak medium-well
91. I like blue & pink highlighters
92. Hand written letters make me feel special
93. I laugh at nothing
94. The sunset makes me somewhat emo
95. I'm obsessed with cutting my split ends
96. There's too many random facts about me
97. I once brushed my hair using my house key
98. I'm violent
99. I wish I could fly

the next one.

1. i keep most things to myself
2. some people can make me smile just from being in the same room with them
3. i am addicted to starbucks
4. i love deep conversation with my closest friends
5. i worry too much
6. i have tried to stop smoking
7. if i really like a song, i listen to it over and over
8. i used to talk to myself
9. i still talk to myself
10. i have a pet
11. looking at old photos makes me sad
12. i dance in my bedroom
13. i sleep too much
14. i love my mommy
15. i have a lot of favorite songs
16. pretentious people piss me off
17. i hate school
18. it's very hard to make me cry
19. i like my teeth
20. i love to sleep
21. i tend to get stupid when i'm drunk
22. i hate men who bitch like little girls
23. i hate when the rain makes my socks wet
24. i can be obsessive about some things
25. i tend to scream at traffic
26. i like tight hugs
27. i like it when people are happy
28. my hair looks the same as it did a week ago
29. i take pictures constantly
30. i hate it when i don't understand someone
31. i prefer summer to winter
32. i'm not a fan of swimming in the ocean
33. i like to burn matches for the smell
34. boys frustrate me
35. i like nicknames
36. i hate the show laguna beach
37. i would die without music
38. i like pictures from photobooths
39. i enjoy swearing
40. i get drunk every weekend
41. i wish i wasn't so shy
42. i like routine
43. i have a lot of siblings
44. i wish i wasn't so lazy
45. i wish i still talked to some people
46. i like writing poems
47. i am an only child
48. i go to church a lot
49. i wish i exercised more
50. i love country music
51. i color my hair a lot
52. i miss being a kid
53. there are some moments i wish i could have back
54. i have an addiction to smoking
55. i make no sense a lot of the time
56. i am overly paranoid
57. i love music
58. i wish i was more outspoken in class
59. i hate people who agree with you just to impress you
60. i need to get back into photography
61. sometimes i keep feelings bottled up for the sake of others
62. i watch too much tv
63. i wish too much
64. i love christmas
65. i hope my family and i move
66. i hate feeling nostalgic
67. i live in california
68. i don't like it when people don't leave messages
69. i have small hands
70. i wish people would grow up
71. i play sports
72. i hate talking online
73. i hate reality shows
74. i like the feeling of knowing someone thinks i look really good
75. i'm perfectly happy doing absolutely nothing for hours at a time
76. i'm a daydreamer
77. family meals are a rare occasion
78. nothing would make me so happy as an A in math
79. i am very insecure
80. i love to run
81. i love to make people smile
82. i like songs that remind me of being a kid
83. i don't like it when people hold grudges
84. i cannot wait to graduate
85. silence can bring a smile to my face
86. i can cook all by myself
87. i'm always late
88. i wish i knew espanol
89. i have a boyfriend
90. i'm too forgiving
91. i'm too critical
92. i think i smell fine
93. i take a shower everyday
94. i love to sing
95. i wish i had more money
96. i wish i could commit to a serious relationship
97. i don't feel the need to have lots of friends
98. i like laughing
99. i love inside jokes
100. i'm single

and another one..

Bold that apply;;Girly categories

Make-up
Yes, I love make-up
Actually, I don't wear any
I hate girls who wear too much make-up
I love boys with eyeliner <3
Eyeliner is a MUST
So is mascara.
I don't know what I would do without make-up
Maybe die?

Jewelry
I wear so much jewelery, it weighs more than my outfit
I LOVE earrings
I have more than 4 piercings
I want more.
I wear sex bracelets
But I don't call them that.
I prefer silver over gold
I actually don't like jewelery that much
I wear 3+ rings all the time

Skirts/dresses
I wear miniskirts
I hate dresses
The only time I wore a dress was for graduation
I love those frilly, pouffy dresses
Nah, I prefer tight & short.
I think skirts are slutty!
Dresses & skirts should be mandatory for girls
You will hardly ever see me in pants
My school has a uniform, & it includes a kilt

Boysss
Love em, love em, love em
I have a crush
More than one.
I prefer relationships over flings
I have had a 'friend with benefits'
I have never asked a boy out before
I don't think I ever will.
I DON'T have a boyfriend right now
All my friends seem to have boyfriends
I hate my best friends boyfriend

Appearance
I straighten my hair often
Actually, I curl it.
I do both.
I get my nails done
I wish to lose some weight
I wear trendy clothes
I couldn't give a shit about trends.
You could stereotype me as a 'prep'
I love the colour of my eyes

next one.

oh yes, an HP type of survey? XD

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs
[ ] You have a lot of friends
[ ] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[x] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[ ] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[x] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college
TOTAL: 7

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist.
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[x] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[ ] You've made fun of at least one person this week.
TOTAL: 5

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[x] Sports suck.
[x] You're shy.
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[x] You've been in love before.
[ ] Hate is completely unneeded.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] Indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] blue is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Serious is better than funny.
TOTAL: 10

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you hate.
[ ] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something serious.
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] Very loyal.
[ ] You like metal.
[ ] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[x] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[x] Guilty until proven innocent.
TOTAL: 10

RAVENCLAW/SLYTHERIN. XD hihi.

that's all. well at least, i killed time. hehehe

lalala~

2007-03-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

PREVIOUS DAYS OCCURENCES, in a nutshell.

~I am now an official highschool graduate. :)
~I PASSED TOURISM. WTF. I can't hardly believe it. just saw the result last sunday.
~I had finally tried DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION and the one with the 2ND MIX in its name. was it dance mix? oh well~ whatever that is, I tried 'em both. XD I LOVE IT. at first, I sucked. but after a few tries, I and YAS had completed all the stages. :) it was only in the beginner mode, but at least, I had the chance to dance a couple of times. I am super hooked. i guess I'll go and visit QUANTUM soon. NEXT STOP: I swear i'm gonna try PARAPARAPARADISE.

TRIXIE-CHAN's DDR MOTTO:

"It's not the success, not how stupid or brilliant you looked in the eyes of the audience, not the amount of sweat you've released, It is the EXPERIENCE which is the most important above all."

SAYONARA, HIGHSCHOOL LIFE. HELLO,COLLEGE LIFE. XD I'm pretty scared of it. After all, I've spent my time in school together with the people who are pretty familiar with me.. and now, The doors are open for me to meet new kinds of people in a larger crowd, in a bigger community. GOOD LUCK to me. GAMBATTE NE~

hours before the GRAND DAY.

2007-03-24T08:11:00.000+08:00

My newest achievements: (or so i consider them as such)
-I've finished Hana Yori Dango live version a week ago.
-At last, I've reached chapter 15 of Ouran High School Host Club
-I underwent the scary interview last Saturday. whew. -__-;

and of course, teh most important --
-I'll be an official high school graduate by tomorrow. ;)

*Hope to pass teh interview in UST.
the results will be posted on the 25th, I guess.
all I need to do now is to~ PRAY for a positive result.

Oh well, I HEART HYD.

REASONS WHY I STILL DONT WANT TO GRADUATE:
- I guess I haven't enjoyed that much. I NEED MORE EXPERIENCE. XD wtf.
- I'll miss some people.
- I still want to make FRIENDS with teh lower year students~ hehe. is that a good reason~
- I haven't fully achieved my goal as a high school student

REASONS WHY I AM VERY EXCITED TO GRADUATE:
- SAYONARA, SMA. wahahahahaha. I guess being a loyalty awardee isn't a cool thing.
- Goodbye, suckers. haha. XD
I guess that explains it all. HAHAHA. ^^V

NOTE: I post short entries for the reason that I haven't got any recent adventure stories to tell. XD please bear with my blog, I know it sucks. hehe

-__-

2007-03-20T19:00:00.001+08:00

Graduation is just around the corner and I could already smell FREEDOM. HAHA. you know what I mean~ ^__^ But before achieving the happiest part (or the SADDEST for some) of teh high school life, we would experience the torment of wearing high-heeled shoes, teh perspiring temperature during gym practices and of some bad critics from the administration.
Indeed, that's what we are experiencing right now and WTF, I sucked in walking wearing the ladies' shoes (2 inches --the heels!). Oh yes, my adviser told me that I looked like a walking robot and I couldn't hide the fact that it is true. XD Oh well, too bad for me. I just kept thinking that this will end pretty soon and I should not fret for this would not take a long period of time anyway. WAHAHAHA.

Though I could really say that I didn't enjoy my high school life, there are probably some things that I'll miss --that's only a COUPLE of things and I just hope life in college would be nicer. I'll miss my SERVICE MATES, really. <3 I had spent my elementary up to high school days together with them, and I would miss them. (DUH, as if we're not neighbors.)

A couple of weeks before graduation, I'm spending my time now having fun with my friends and thinking of plans for teh vacation.
BTW, our appointed school pianist is uber-kakoi. He makes me wanna learn how to play piano again. Actually, I forgot the basics. T_T too bad, I have a short term memory, 'Kso. >.< I truly envy his skills.

2007-03-06T09:12:00.000+08:00

OTANJOBI OMEDETOU, MATSUKEN! <3

hrrmm.. bat parang muka siyang kakaiba sa pic? XD da best parin pag naka deathnote-mode siya. HAHA. <3>

HAPPPPYYY PILL :)

2007-03-01T09:31:00.000+08:00

kung dagat lang ang projects at mga dapat gawin, malamang lunod na ko. siningit ko lang tong pagb-blog. HAAY.

nung sabado, di ko na papahabain pa, nagpunta kaming Valenzuela para sa project sa computer, tapos ayunnn~ nahulog ako sa tricycle. nagkasugat ako, dalawa sa may tuhod. Meron akong picture nung FRESH na sugat ko kaso ayokong ilagay baka sisihin niyo pa ko pag di kayo makakain. muka siyang TOCINO. XD tapos ayun, ngayon hindi pa siya fully-healed. first time kong nagkasugat ng ganun. what an experience.

kanina, nagbantay lang aku ron sa SCIENCE EXHIBIT. di kasi kapanipaniwalang napili yun project namin na pinalaking DANCING CAPSULE. grabbee~ di aku makapaniwala, natutuwa yun iba. :D nakakapagod lang magbantay. buong araw kong sinabi yun: DANCING CAPSULE, METAL BALL at PAPERMACHE. nakakatamad din minsan pero ayos lang. Yoko sa classroom eh.

teka, di ko malilimutan yung isang sinabi ng lalaking student sa project namin: "Nakaka-GAGO tong laro ah." HAHA. nakakatawa. :P eh anung tawag sa 'yo na nilalaro yun project namin? di GAGO rin. AHAHAHAHA. nakakatawa. KAALIW talaga bawat reaksyon ng mga tao. maynagulat, napapa-wow, at yun iba, siyempre, inii-snob lang yun capsule. AYUNN~

Tapos ng week na to, FINALS na. woohoo. countdown to GRADUATION na!

2007-02-20T12:56:00.000+08:00

status: still LAZY at the moment. I haven't reviewed seriously since teh past few days. oh well~ the thought of graduating makes me want to skip the following weeks. fail or pass the exams~ right now, I feel i don't think of it anymore. I just want to think of wonderful things~~ but everyday, when i get to see the school, my classmates, my teachers, the thought of another set of torment would enter my mind and then, i would feel so sad.

I feel so bad right now that i cried. There's nothing wrong if I share it. ne~ there's nothing embarassing about it. Once a year (I guess) the feeling of deep sadness or what we call depression perhaps, would envelope my whole being and then I would feel I don't want the sun to shine anymore on the ff. day. Too bad for me. The reasons? I guess there are a lot of factors why i feel this unwanted emotion. On the top of the list would be the "environment". I hate the school environment but i LOVE staying at home. My parents are the only ones which I truly love. They're always there for me. *senti. mode* that's quite true. The other reasons, I guess, should be kept as a secret for I am not sure If those things really contribute a "huge" part in my feelings of sadness.

well well, chat nalang ako. HAHA

2007-02-18T08:51:00.000+08:00

KUNG HEI FAT CHOI.
happy fire pig year. :)

Okay, i must admit, I SHOULD STUDY my lessons right now
but instead of doing so, I'm here surfing the net, updating my friendster,
adding an entry to my blog and downloading YM installer. Tsk tsk,
Once laziness had enveloped Trixie's whole being, nothing could stop her
in doing what she wants. oh yeah, THAT'S BASICALLY, ME. I just don't know
why i feel super lazy today that I don't want to review and do my projects
anymore. Anyway, probably later, I would accomplish them. Duh,
I HAVE A LOT of projects to do. Maybe 2 weeks to go before the final exams
so we need to finish all the needed requirements to graduate.

WOOHOO. graduation is just around the corner. As for now, I guess
I should just relax a bit, think of wonderful things right now and
forget school stuffs at the moment (jeez,how the hell could I?)
WAAAAHHH. I feel so LAZY.

some UPDATES.

last week: HAD A HAIRCUT. As usual, my mom did the work (LOVE YOU, mom. :D)

last FEB14: VALENTINE'S DAY. a surprise rose came and was given to me. I
was inside the room at that time and everyone who saw it threw a yihee-you-have-a-secret-admirer look. I found out it was from CERA, my servicemate. And teh dream of receiving a rose
from a boy was shattered. HAHA. anyway, I appreciated it sooo much. CERA knows how
sad I am during valentine's day that's probably why she gave me a present. :P
nah, I am not so SAD. ^_^ hmm.. but it seems so wonderful to have a date during this
occasion. HAHA. I THOUGHT IT WAS FROM --- haha.nevermind. ^^V

QUACK.

2007-02-11T05:54:00.000+08:00

FEB 8-9. The best FOUNDATION DAY ever, not to mention, there was a couple of unfortunate events that happened to me.

FEB 8.
-> morning; nahulog ako sa kanal. the result: I had bruises, and I was embarassed. may mga nakakita. I WAS IN THE SCHOOL. bwisit. kadiri.

->LUKSONG TINIK. isa ako sa mga rason kung ba't kami natalo. :( oh well, i don't really care about the game. ayoko lang yung pakiramdam na ikaw yun may kasalanan at sinisisi ka nila kahit di nila sa 'yo yun sinusumbat. If I have to choose between my section and 9LOVE, I would chose LOVE. Ansama ko no? but i seem to like the people there. naiinggit ako sa sobrang close nila sa isa't isa. JED and NICOLE, answerte niyo sa section nya. well, at least, gagraduate kayo na may masasayang alaala, but me, this is my last year in school pero wala akong maiiwan na magagandang memories. napakaonti lang. ='( haay.

yun lang naman. anyway, na-enjoy ko yun food trip namin ni yas. amboring namin pareho kaya wala kaming ginawa kundi kumain.

FEB.9
-> sa wakas, may mga JAPANESE and KOREAN songs na pinatugtog sa request booth. salamat sa request niyong mga taga-LOVE. =)

-> sumakay kami ng ferris wheel. ansaya. imbis na sumigaw, kumanta ako ng SAKURA KISS at SUNDAY. haha. ewan ko lang kung narinig ng mga tao sa baba yun boses ko. >_< ->WATERGUN. mabilis lang yun laro namin. naghabulan lang kami nina yas at aileen. ansarap mabasa. HAHA.

MEDYO BORING nga yun foundation day, pero masaya pa rin ako kasi mas maganda yung mga nangyari kesa nung mga nakaraang taon.

ayyyunn.

choo choo --

2007-02-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

napadaan lang. currently looking at some lovely clothes on Baby the stars shine bright website. wala lang. kumbaga window shopping. I also love the metamorphose website. anganda din nung mga damit dun. kaso ala ku credit card eh. :( haay. <3 LOLITA fashion is LOOVE.

can't wait for friday. gusto ko ng magweekend. hhaaay.

teka eto yun BSSB site link -> http://www.babyssb.co.jp

ayan.

rabu rabu..

2007-01-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

Okay, minna-sama. I might have passed the USTET, but that wasn't the end of the
dreadful examination results. I must still undergo an interview which from the start, I truly feel nervous about. I know since from the time I had written "TOURISM" as my first choice, that Imust leave my taciturn-ness behind because whether I like it or not, Students applying for thesaid program must go through an interview and when you would failed in it, say goodbye to yourpreferred program.

By the way, May I excuse myself for a while? I'm not the type of person who brags about her achievements. I am a humble earthling- believe it, I say to you but now, I wouldlove to tell the world that I had experienced a degree of euphoria when I received the news that the reason why I wasinvited in a gathering on Feb.3 in the university is because I am one of the top100 who took the tourism exam. My dad told me about it after he returned my reply slip in USTand asked regarding the letter which i had received days ago. I can't believe it--NAKACHAMBA AKO. :) haha. Honestly, I found the test hard (but not as hard as the UPCAT.) andI'm really glad that I had passed the USTET. ^_^

Oh well, can't wait for graduation. I might cry during the graduation march due to uncontrollable blissfulness of realizing that I will not sit at the classroom of this schoolanymore. HAHA. Goodbye, high school days of torment and bitterness.

Last sunday was actually my first time to commute without having anyone accompany me. :D I went to Sta. Cruz, Manila and luckily i arrived home successfuly. HAHA. Another important part of my history.

ANOU.. Can anyone answer this survey?
For instance, you like this someone. This someone- you are not sure if he knows you exist.almost 4 years had passed, you still had this feeling for him which had never ceased since thevery start, when you had become aware of his presence. 4 years, you just stared at him wheneverhe passes by, waiting for him to approach you but that never happened, unfortunately.(yes, how pathetic you are.) Suddenly, you felt you can't take it anymore and you must at least,do something. You remembered you had this gift bought for him years ago which youkept in case a miracle would happen: if you impossibly had a large amount of confidence for you to give him your little present. you realized that this is your last card- youronly chance of at least, letting him know that you are aware of his existence. Would you go for itor NOT? If you'll go for it, what is the best way of giving it? giving it with letter or no note at all? Giving it to him then talk to him or after you reach your gift, you just run away?

PLEASE, WOULD ANYONE GIVE A COMMENT? m(_ _)m I hate LOVE stuffs like this but anyway, I'm trying to find answers in here just in case anyone might have the best solution to this situation. ARIGATO. ^^V

SMILE.

2007-01-27T11:37:00.002+08:00

Days ago, a terrible news reached me: I did not pass the test in UP. I failed. I am a failure. I sucked. What else can I do but leave the shattered dreams behind and go on thinking of the other opportunities in the future. Till yesterday, I was all alone at home; Ive noticed a small piece of paper resting on the desk. It said: Congrats. Trixie youre the best. -Mom and Dad. I thought: What the hell could this possibly mean? My question was answered when I saw this paper behind the small one. Ive read it and automatically, tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks. So this is what passing an entrance exam feels like. I PASSED THE USTET. Arigato, Kami-sama. Though I dont really like tourism that much, I know and I believe that this is probably the best program for me. Why? Cause if its not, then why did God place me there in the first place, ne? so, Im leaving my whole existence in Gods hands. He knows whats best for me.

Anyway, I had finished the 10 episodes of Death Note (and my DVD copy is a crap. It only contains 10 episodes!! damn it. jeez, what do i expect from pirated copies?) SHIT. I must find a complete copy of it. I MUST. I can't believe it, my RAITO x L fangirlness is just beginning when all of a sudden, I had realized that the copy that i own contains not even the half episodes of it! waaaaah. Could anyone tell me where I can buy a COMPLETE DEATH NOTE DVD?

I had also finished the half part of KIMI WA PETTO. The story was good. Koyuki is nice. Matsujun is cute. But I don't really like the pairing at all. PEACE to all of you, sumire x momo fans out there. I just don't like older girl + younger guy pairings. No, I'm not really part of the "age does matter" campaign (and I also think there's no such thing as that kind of campaign) It's just that I prefer older guy+ younger girl or older guy+younger boy type of pairings.

Now, i am just starting to watch Ouran high school host club. It reminds me of Fruits Basket minus TOHRU HONDA, the whore. HAHA.

Photobucket is on site maintenance thus, I can't post pics though I liked to.
:( ampf.

:)

2007-01-14T09:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had our NCAE practice test. NCAE stands for ugh--
national career assessment examination, if i'm not mistaken. It's something like
NSAT or teh SUCK ASS TEST (as what the guys in the film: "the perfect score" call it. haha.)
I did pass, or so I think I did. well, as far as I know, I didn't have a high score
but I guess I passed. Some of the questions were pretty familiar with us because
the teachers gave the same review questions for 4 days thus, most of us, had
remembered the answers without even looking at the questions. anyways, its OVER.
next stop, the REAL NCAE TEST. after that, the PERIODICAL TEST. It doesn't get any WORST
than this. Oh I forgot -- PLUS the PROJECTS. we have a bunch of them!

well then, still need to look at the brighter side of life. *sighs*
I've watched Tenisu no oji-sama --the live movie version courtesy of ces-chan who
lent me her DVD. The movie was OKAY though it was EXAGGERATION-packed. Anyway, I do
understand them. The anime version was an exaggeration that's why the live version must also be
like the "original", eh? I LOOOOOOOOVE (heck, I always say these words since my passed few updates)
TEZUKA. I LOOOOOOOOOVE FUJI. TEZUKA x FUJI is LOVE. *yaoi fangirl mode*

I hope that that someday i could watch a movie filled with YAOI-NESS. haha.
I'm in the process of searching for that. I'm desperate.. I need it.
NOOOOO-- I'm getting too perverted. >.< what should a fangirl do? --

once a month near-death experience

2007-01-11T09:29:00.001+08:00

The near death experience which i'm pertaining to is having DYSMENORRHEA. Actually, I feel weird right now in trying to narrate things like this but anyway that was what happened to me a while ago-- I felt I was dying because of the pain. Third period, I felt like I needed to go to the clinic and I did. They gave me the pain-killer and then i chose to go back to the room instead of taking rest inside the clinic because I was thinking of the lessons -I don't want to miss them. Unfortunately, during the fourth period, I felt I can't bear the pain anymore, the cramps were killing me, so I've decided to raise my hand eventhough it was too embarassing and asked if I can go to the clinic. So then, when i had arrived there, they asked me if I wanted to go home and I replied yes. Too bad I missed the remaining reviews for the NCAE. Anyways, I don't have any choice, I must go home or I'll die from the spasm and I chose to live. No, I'm not over-acting. If you could only know how much pain I felt. . .

Yes, I am one of the unluckiest female of species that suffers from dysmenorrhea once a month. How pathetic I am. :( Sometimes, I just feel that it is much better to be a male than to be a female. Yes I know, who am I to judge God in creating me as a female? So now, i guess, I should accept it because there are still a lot of people who have more serious illnesses than I do. ---

Anyway, I feel much better right now. :)

--I have downloaded GLAMOROUS SKY (mika nakashima) and ENDLESS STORY (yuna ito)
^__^ LOVE both of the songs.

shin love

2007-01-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

BTW -- NEW LAYOUT since ugh, I forgot when.. days ago? :) I love SHIN OKAZAKI. I love his earrings that are connected with a chain. totemo KAKOII.

2007-01-07T08:03:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY. Right now, I'm making use of my time in enjoying things. Monday, we have already our classes and I think that SUCKS. Yes, in life, we really need to accept things even if you don't like them and I'm trying now to accept the fact that I'll be going back to reality days from now. That reality includes the school, the schoolmates, the teachers, projects, assignments.

Damn. Can't wait to graduate. I just wish time would fly a little bit faster now and after I graduate, it would come back to normal. hehehe. Just thinking of the JS prom makes me feel sick. God, I hope it won't pursue. Weird, eh? every girl would like to attend a prom -- except ME. I don't know why, but when thinking of a prom, the things that come inside my mind are: DRESS & BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND. I just think that proms are for COUPLES. Oh yeah, wrong idea --I KNOW.

CHANGE TOPIC. I don't like thinking of it anymore.

Here's the lyrics to Nakashima's Glamorous Sky:

Glamorous Sky
Lyrics: AI YAZAWA
Music: HYDE

akehanashita mado ni mawaru ranbu no DEEP SKY
AH aoide...
"kurikaesu hibi ni nan no imi ga aru no?"
AH sakende...
tobidasu GO
hakitsubushita ROCKING SHOES
haneageru PUDDLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi wa CLEVER
AH, REMEMBER
ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS
"akewatashita ai ni nan no kachi mo nai no?"
AH nageite...
hakidasu GO
nomihoshite ROCK N'ROLL
iki agaru BATTLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi no FLAVOR
AH REMEMBER
ano hoshi wo atsumete kono mune ni kazaritai
ano yume wo tsunaide futari odotta GLAMOROUS DAYS
Mm... glamorous DAYS
nemurenai yo!
SUNDAY MONDAY
inazuma TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY
yukibana... OH...
FRIDAY SATURDAY
nanairo EVERYDAY
yamikumo kieru FULL MOON
kotaete boku no koe ni
ano kumo wo haratte kimi no mirai terashitai
kono yume wo kakaete hitori aruku yo GLORIOUS DAYS
ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS
GLAMOROUS SKY...

lyrics from: Cori-chan lyrics page

I LOOVE the song. :) Unfortunately, Nakashima won't play as NANA anymore. :( she will be replaced by Anna tsuchiya. Tsuchiya is also a good singer and she's beautiful too but I still want Nakashima to play as NANA. Anyways, I still guess NANA2 would also be nice even without my beloved Matsuyama-san.

twenty O seven, irrashai mase.

2007-01-06T04:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ~~fuck~~. I'm LATE, it's already Jan 5. haha. anyways, I'm glad 2006 is gone. I just hate one thing, and that's I'm turning seventeen this year. Gah, I'm getting old. Lost my lolita-ness years ago makes me feel bad. heehee. On the evening of dec. 31, as we were waiting for the arrival of 2007, I only watched Princess hours on DVD. (yes, I've got one now. ;D) It has been a tradition for us NOT to play with firecrackers while waiting for new year. hehe, I don't find it FUN. it can only make your hands miserable. :P you know what i mean.

Anyway, Finally, i've watched NANA. Shit, the film made me cry --just a bit. Yuna Ito's ENDLESS STORY (the japanese version of "If i'm not in love with you") was the culprit. That song with matching sad scenes is the perfect tear-jerker. i dunno. it just made me feel sad. :( Mika Nakashima was GREAT. hell, i love her voice. the song GLAMOROUS SKY rocks. If I'm not mistaken, HYDE wrote that song, did he? waaaahh.. KENICHI MATSUYAMA also starred as SHIN in NANA. :) he's so cute. Unfortunately, he won't play the same role in NANA2. :(

Okay, i'm not going to give more spoilers. Now, Go and watch NANA.

twenty O seven, irrashai mase. :D

2007-01-06T04:23:00.000+08:00

x-mas, x-mas, x-mas

2006-12-27T05:56:00.000+08:00

I was looking for DEATH NOTE infos from deathgod.org. HAHA. L's birthday is on October 31. a day after mine. WAAAAAH. *goes.hysterical* WHY NOT OCTOBER 30? *goes on over acting* sorry, i've been lately addicted with L. isn't it very evident? ^_^

Anyways, yesterday I went to PODIUM together with my mom, 2 aunties, uncle and my ama. Can you believe it? We watched "Kasal, kasali, Kasalo". Did I mention I ABHORE filipino movies? At my uncle's home they were talking about what film are we going to watch and they ended up with the mentioned film. Of course, I do not have the right to say "NOOOOO.." since I'm not the one who's going to pay and I also don't have any choice. Its MMFF week(is it?) thus, there's no foreign films served in the cinemas. It sucked. Okay, not because I'm a tagalog movie-hater. It really sucked though I think I should give it a compliment. it had some funny scenes in it. that's it. that's the only comment that i could give. Oh, and Judy Ann Santos kept on strutting her "slim" body courtesy of fitrum. :P HEHE. I'm not a great movie critic that's why i guess I should keep my mouth shut before anything filthy comes out from it. must..shut..up..my..mouth. pfft.

After the movie, we ate at BURGOO. I liked the porkchop but i still prefer to eat in a Japanese restaurant. I liked the coleslaw but i still prefer KFC's. My aunt who sensed my Japanese-addict personality told me that I should go to a rehabilitation center. HAHA. I think i should.

Yesterday was a nice Christmas day and yes, we're in the process of looking for a DVD player. I don't have one since then. Yes, how pathetic I am but now I think i have enough money to buy one. *applause*

well then, see ya.

L is for LOVE

2006-12-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

At last, napanood ko na yun DEATH NOTE and I am now a certified MATSUYAMA KEN'ICHI fan. Bagay sa kanya yung role niya bilang si L. I LOOOOVE HIM. ^_^ besides of course, my very first love, FUJIWARA TATSUYA who played the role of Light Yagami. Grabe, natutuwa ako sa mga pinaggagagawa niya. Sa film, he was addicted to sweets and he sucks his thumb when he sleeps. uberKAWAII. the way he ate that bar of chocolate made me giggle. :D
anyways, here are some pics. I have a few of them, but I prefer the images of him as L. mas attractive siya pagmagulo yung buhok and he somewhat reminds me of HIRANO JUN. ^_^

Chupa chups? 0_o awww... very kawaii.

doesn't he reminds you of the kid in "the grudge"? he looks like an older version of him.
(F.I.Y.: I love guys who look SCARY yet CUTE. -__-)

WAAAAHH. Matsuyama is ♥

BTW, MERI KURISUMASU. that's it for now. *will find MORE matsuyama pics*

first journey no trixie-chan

2006-12-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it? I'm already a senior high school student and it's just my first time to visit the mall together with my friends without my parents. Now laugh till you drop. These days, it isn't very normal.

the christmas party was OKAY. I LOVE the food. I hate the CLASSROOM. We have our band inside the room. Literally, it looked like a mini-concert hall. Halos nabingi ako sa lakas ng tunog ng electric guitar at ayaw ko yung pinagtututugtog nila. -__-;; As in, nangangapitbahay pa yung ibang section para lang makita sila magperform. I LOOOVE electric guitars. pero ayaw ko talaga yung kanina. di na kaya kami magkarinigan. Anyways, after the party, we went straight to SM Manila.. and here, the magical story begins. HAHA. just kidding.

And God sent rain. NABASA KAMI. ANG SAYA. we (ces and me) were dressed up like good 'ol japanese kids inspired by street fashion sabay sugod sa ulan. kamusta naman yun. NAWALA YUNG POISE. anyway, parang ansaya rin naman. Nagpunta kaming QUANTUM pero si yas lang naglaro. Ces and me were busy staring at the people dancing in the PARAPARAPARADISE section. GUSTO KO NUN. grabe, idol ko talaga yung isang shounen. =^_^= ang galing niyang sumayaw. totemo KAKOII!! nakakahiyang sumubok kasi andaming expert kanina. -__-;; waaaah. I want to see him dance again! ..

ayun, sa awa ng Diyos, nakauwi ako. :) Arigato, Kami-sama. Takot talaga akong umuwi mag-isa.

ayun,ayun, X-MAS vacation na pero gagawa pa rin ako ng PROJECTS. :'-( that sucks.

Lowbatt.

2006-12-17T10:24:00.000+08:00

I am so freakin TIRED. ala na, lowbatt na pero sige parin sa pag-internet. I actually faced the computer 3 times. first, nung umaga, Tristal and I made our project in filipino. Second, I went to panda's computer shop were I viewed my favorite songs. nakakatuwa, the man at my side was also singing with me. :D Third, right now, I am about to download AI OTSUKA'S PLANETARIUM. I loooooove her. *_* jeez. can't wait to graduate. All the senior projects and stuffs - I hope it'll end pretty soon and I know it will. Still months to go.. ARGH.

Now, i am a certified Internet-addict.

What the hell, I am trying to imitate the dance steps of ARASHI's Kitto Daijoubu. ^_^ It's so hard!! WAAAH, especially if you're not made for dancing. hehe. but at least, i memorized the steps of Seishun Amigo (the chorus part only. haha. :P) and I can now dance it. yaay. but I still SUCK. gah. Princess is so much addicted to matsumoto Jun. I was, months ago. HAHA. but now, for me, MIKU is the man! Antic cafe is LOOOVE. *points at the site banner*

manonood ako ng PDA mamaya. Last na to, pare. And my reason for doing such: Andun ata mamaya si JUN HIRANO. :-) WAAAH. i miss him. *sniff*

2006-12-14T10:10:00.000+08:00

School is getting BORING. I don't know, It had been always the same, but I feel, as days pass by, school becomes a boring and HORRIBLE place for me. Physics is so fucking hard to study and everytime my Physics teacher calls me to recite, I am always unprepared so i tend to end up tongue-tied. now, i feel like I'm a dumb ass, thanks to her. Now switch to a brighter narration.

The highlight of this day is: We've watched TROY. we haven't finished it yet since yesterday. I had seen it aired on HBO during the past year/s and I never enjoyed it as much as I did, NOW. Not to mention- all of us really ENJOYED the *ehem* LURVE scenes in the film. HAHA. the main characters were all so DAMN HOT and everyone would agree with me, I think. We almost fell from our seats during the action scenes and there were a lot who were screaming because of excitement. the continuation of the film, I hope, will be tomorrow. hector will die. :-'( and that's so depressing. I don't think a noble character deserves to die that way, so inhumane. Anyways, I don't have the power to edit the story. -_-;;

12 days to go b4 X-MAS. I just hope I counted right. haha.

RETREAT

2006-12-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

The reatreat was OKAY. For almost three days starting last december 6 up to 8,we stayed at Betania Retreat house in Pansol, Laguna. I don't really want to spoil everythingfor you guys, who are probably going to experience this next year so i'll just narrate afew stuffs. Kung baga, patikim lang.

Our bedroom was okay but I found it little than what I had really expected. Onlytwo people can stay inside the room and I had my closest companion, yas, with me.
This is actually what our room looks like (yas, was actually trying to avoid my camera):

and the view outside of it:

The place was very solemn and the experiences I had really was very nice. A lot of us cried in different activities and I hate it to admit it but i was alsoone of them. I had released some of the pain inside me and we even have our confession. The priest was really nice and he even gave advices. I was also assigned asthe first reader during the first mass. i was friggin nervous before I read it causeI know I really suck in reading in front of a crowd but anyways, everythingcame to be OKAY with the help of the Holy Spirit that bestowed upon me during the mass. Well --I think so.

The foods they served were also OKAY. Nasusuka lang ako dahil we ate 5 times a day: breakfast, snacks, lunch, snacks, supper. God knows how I love eating but the problem was,I cannot release the toxics inside me -- what I mean is, I took a pee for a LOT of times(balisawsaw talaga ako) kaso, sobrang namahay yung pwet ko. EXCUSE ME, kung kumakain ka, ExCUSE lang. This is actually embarassingto say, but this is one of the most horrendous things that happened. You see,andami kong kinain, I even drank coffee from Starbucks before arriving the retreat house. I expected to go straight to the CR with a disastrous feeling inside my stomach,but I didn't. I tried 4 times, but I was a failure. Ambigat ng feeling ko that's why,I didn't enjoy the food.

AYUN, i'll stop here.

Right now, my hobby besides audio tripping is watching SUPER ROOKIE. Can't wait to watchPRINCESS HOURS. K-drama is LOVE. Korea has the best dramas in my opinion.

REBIRTH.

2006-12-02T08:47:00.000+08:00

After declaring this site DEAD, I have decided to RE-OPEN it.

I dunno why but it seems that no matter how many blog sites I open, i always come back to this one. ^_^ friendster blog SUCKS. PEACE OUT guys, but I guess not having the power to change the damn layout really SUCKS that's why I had the realization that it's better here in blogger. I swear to switch blog site NO MORE and I promise to give this bloggy a new look.

I think I just need some place to release all the shit-y feelings inside and GOD, this is the PERFECT spot. Now, expect more crappy posts coming up.

THIS SITE IS UP AGAIN.
(AS IF there is a HUGE crowd viewing my bloggy, excitedly expecting for my posts. HAHA)

2006-08-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

HIATUS. again.

First week high? (ancorny)

2006-06-19T07:50:00.000+08:00

si ate NICOLE nambobola, oh. :P NYAHAHA. sabog nga yun buhok ko eh, pero salamat na rin sa papuri. *flip.hair* HAHA. ang feeling eh noh. ^_^ joke. Patingin nung school shoes mo ah? naaliw ako dun sa shoes ni ate JED. proud pa talaga niyang pinakita yun sa kin. :) hehe.
Teka, teacher niyo si Mrs. Regalado? mahilig yon magsabi ng "kalabisan". :D

The first week of school turned out to be OKAY except for a few things:
-yung mga kinaiinisan ko, andun sa klase (secret kung sino. :P) basta, medyo onti lang sila.
-ampoga nung first activity. bigla akong tinawag ni sir at tinanong.

sir: "anong na-realize mo sa activity?"
ako: (e di ako, napanganga dahil nabanggit na yun dapat kong sinagot kaya wala akong choice kundi magsalita nalang ng kung ano.) "mahalaga po ang first impression."
sir: "class, naniniwala ba kayo na first impression lasts? sinong naniniwala, taas ang kamay."
ako: (taas ng kamay)
sir: "si bea lang? o sige, ba't nasabi niyong hindi?"
ibang classmates: "kasi po nababago rin ang pagtingin sa isang tao blah blah.."

paksyet. parang debate eh noh except na hindi ko naipagtanggol ang side ko. KAINIS.

ayun tapos, naaliw ako nung friday. si mr. arenas agaw eksena eh noh. nakakainis siyang sumayaw, nakakainggit. ^_^;; HEHE. isa lang ang masasabi ko: isa siyang certified "Uke" para sa akin. halatang andaming kinilig nung sumayaw siya. Masaya kayang teacher yun? nung sabado, hule siya sa aktong pumasok sa bahay niya. nagulat nga ko. as in, NAGULAT. malapit lang pala talaga siya samen. hmm.. maging stalker nga ko. :P JOKE.

tapos, nag-sign na ko para sa UPCAT. BA linguistics at BS tourism ang 1st and 2nd choice ko, respectively. Heck.. kailangan kong pumasa. KAILANGAN talaga. kahit medyo imposible.

Sabe, baka magkaroon ng JS prom. NAKUU POO. -_-;;

yun lang. sana next week, kahit pormal na ang klase, maging matino pa rin ang buhay ko. ayoko ng ECONOMICS, PHYSICS, STATISTICS at CALCULUS. pero kelangan ko silang mahalin.
haay.

2006-06-13T06:14:00.000+08:00

Loyalty. 10 - Loyalty. Yun raw ang section ko. (Yep, naka-post na raw yung list ng sections since last Saturday.) Adviser: Mr. herrera Room: 201. Matutuwa ba ko o Maiiyak..? -_-; EWAN.

Ngayon, naka-download ako ng Under the Sea ni Yoko Shimomura. Hai, it's the japanese version of the popular "Little Mermaid" song. KAWAII. nakakaaliw yung mga english songs na ginawang japanese katulad na lang nung. Y.M.C.A. :D

Haha. Schoolmates, CONDOLENCE sating LAHAT. T_T waah. bukas na. bukas na..
nakakaiyak.

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY nga pala. woohoo. *wagayway.watawat* ^_^P

Kahit ano.

2006-06-08T06:31:00.000+08:00

FYI:
ang ibig sabihin pala ng QUITE ay halos sing tulad ng VERY MUCH. akala namin dati, MEDYO ang ibig sabihin non. heck. mga bopolz kami. nung 2nd year highschool ko lang nalaman. ^_^;;
wala lang.

HAHA. naka-download uli ako ng yaoi scanlation. (balik sa dating gawi) ampoga nung title. "Honey baby". :D heckheckheck. pero mukang maganda naman ang plot. hindi puro kabastusan. WAHAHA. nalintikan na. nadagdagan nanaman ang aking mga kasalanan. -_-'' haay.

Yung GOKUSEN, minsan medyo may pagka corny. Siguro kung japanese yun, mas nakakatawa dahil ayon sa ibang source, iba raw minsan yung pinagsasabi ng mga tagalog dubbers. pero OK pa rin siya. andaming bishounen eh. ;) si Hiroki Narimiya, kawaii lalo na pagngumingiti. ayon sa kaibigan ko, muka daw siyang kangaroo. toink.
si matsumoto jun naman, eto.. sorry nalang po sa mga fans niya pero pag nakikita ko siya naaalala ko yung palakang di-nissect ko. Nalulungkot tuloy ako dahil naaalala ko yung iskandalong ginawa ko. WAAAH. >_<

2006-06-06T05:34:00.000+08:00

For almost a few months, i'm in a state of confusion..until now.Couple of months to go, I'll be taking an entrance exam and yet, I'm still undecided whether to choose tourism or fine arts. Hayy. nakakaasar. Nakakasakit ng ulo. AARGH. change topic na nga bago akong ma-xiaoxiao.

Pasukan na sa 13. Uh-Oh. Time to say goodbye to relaxation. (;_;)/~~ sayonara..Oo nga't pwede pa rin magpahinga sa pasukan pero siyempre, mas less na dahil kailanganmo pang gumawa ng homework, project & all that shit. Haayy.

Eto, WISHLIST o listahan ko ng mga SANA sa darating na S.Y. 06-07:

Sana..-
majority ng classmates mabait at hindi ma-EPAL.
-yung teachers MAGALING magturo at UNDERSTANDING.
-may BISH na classmate. WAHAHA. *landi.mode* dyuskopo. ilan taon na kong nag-aaral sa smacc,ni-isang BISH wala pa kong nasilayan. sana bago man lamang ako grumaduate makakita ako dun. WAHAHA.
-may MABAIT at di MADAMOT na classmate na HAPON. *eherm*-wag magka JSprom. HAHA. lalo akong maBABAKLA.

sana.. kahit yung ikatlong wish na lang yung matupad. hehe. >_<

Eto naman, listahan ng dapat kong ipangako:
Dapat..
-easy lang. wag magpanic lalo na pag may reporting. matatapos din yan.
-labanan ang HIYA. maging CONFIDENT.
-bawasan ang ka-CORNYHAN. aminado naman akong corny ako eh. at least,di ako nagpapanggap na COOL.

ayun.. sana.. maayos ang lahat sa first day at sa buong school year. Huling taon ko na to. Dapat maging unforgettable school year to. :P hehe.

2006-06-03T05:52:00.000+08:00

This message goes out to anyone. I'm not mentioning any names to avoid conflict.

There are a bunch of factors which can influence us, as we all know. Take me as an example.The only time I started to appreciate johnny's entertainment artists was when I began watching shounen club for the past months. Now I admit, I'm not really a LOYAL fan of them.I may be a fan but I'm not claiming I'm ADDICTED to them unlike any other people.
So, ano bang connect nito sa gusto kong iparating? Ano bang punto ko?

Let's go straight to the point.

Medyo naiinis lang kasi ako dun sa mga taong nagsasabing "adik ako dyan." pero hindi naman talagaO kaya naman "ang cute niya." porket sinabi kong ganun at biglang type mo na rin siya. Yep, it'sa little unfathomable. napaka-obscure po. Hindi ko ganong ma-explain ng mabuti. Siguro, kung baga,yung mga taong yon.. "NAKIKISAWSAW". yun nga siguro yung tamang word para i-describe sila. Dahil yun ang sa tingin nilang "in" gagawa sila ng paraan para ipakita sayong nakikiisa rin sila sa yokahit alam mong pinagpipilitan lang nila yung mga sarili nila.

Actually, di naman to big deal eh at isa pa, there's nothing wrong to be influenced or to embrace an obsession or fetish of anyone. No one of us own anything or anyone like Gackt, Dir en Drey, jap. street fashion, Kat-tun or whatever/whoever admirable. Pero sana MAGPAKATOTOO NAMAN PO KAYO.

Don't tell me you're an OTAKU if you're NOT and please don't act like one.

Don't tell me you're ADDICTEDLY inLOVE w/ Japan if you don't even make any move to know their language.I'm not saying that you SHOULD know it, but majority of the people who are REAL Japanese loversmake an effort to speak and know NIHONGO.

Don't tell me "I love her song." just because I mentioned now that her song is in my mp3 list.Didn't you remember, you told me last week that you didn't like it? lumalabas na isa kang sinungaling.

Don't tell me you're a YAOI LOVER because you don't even show any symptoms which may convince me to think that you're one. Saying "awww.. they're cute." isn't enough and obviously, you are just pretending.porket sinabi ko sayong maka-yaoi ako, sa isang iglap, bigla ka na rin ganun?

You don't really need to pretend just to relate with my interests though I appreciate your effort.However, Sorry to say, I'm not that stupid NOT to distinguish a REAL fan from a fan WANNA-BE.So please, stop it. YAMETE KUDASAI. you are too annoying.

I may sound ridiculous. I don't care. Talagang minsan nakakainis na eh. Hindi nga nila siguro mababasa to pero malay naten may mapadaan at biglang matamaan, di ba?Hindi naman po ako naghahanap ng away. gusto ko lang magpakatotoo kayo. yun lang.

2006-05-25T05:41:00.000+08:00

Nyak. si Eiji Wentz pala asa Gokusen?! waaah. na-expose na siya! *taranta*lol. Ang galing. Siya sa part 1 tapos si Teppei Koike sa Gokusen 2. Ayus ah. Sayang.. sana pinagsama na lang sila. Heck. BAGAY SILA, EH. bwahahahaha. >:D *yaoi.mode*

Kahapon, first time kong kumain ng TAKOYAKI. excited pa man din ako.Yun yung nakikita niyo sa anime at sa mga j-dorama na nilalako satabi-tabi. yung octupus ata yun. ^_^ sa SM meron. tae.Halos masuka ako. Ganun ba talaga yung lasa nun? o baka sa japan hindi naman yung ganun..baka dito lang.basta, mas feel ko pa rin yung sushi. :P

2006-05-18T05:30:00.000+08:00

NEW tagboard. epal kasi. nawala yung shoutmix. aayusin ko pa yan. parang ansakit sa mata nung yellow. 0_O ayun.. napadaan lang. Nakapag-enroll na ko. Bumili na rin kami ng libro. Ampanget. May statistics. Pagsilip ko sa libro sinara ko agad. mukang boring. Balita ko June 13 pa raw yung pasukan. AYOKO NG MAG4th YEAR. gurang na ko. -_- hekhek.

Anyway, wala akong magawa kaya naghanap ako ng pics ni yukie nakama and I was startled nung nakita ko yung mga pics niya. There were a bunch of sexy pics sa google search! Hindi naman yun sobrang nakakagulat dahil yung mga actresses nila karamihan ganun (i.e. kuriyama chiaki). tapos, sinubukan kong tingnan yung sites na may info sa kanya, sabi sa wikipedia: former IDOL daw siya. so, gets ko na. At angsaya, magkabirthday kami. :D hehehe.

yun lang...

I say.. feel your breeze..

2006-05-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

downloaded V6's feel your breeze, an OST of the drama "Gokusen". the song makes me ubergenki.

super short entry, eh?

Ittekimasu.

2006-05-06T06:46:00.000+08:00

Staying right inside the house is definitely boring if you don't have anything to do. So as not to get swallowed by boredom, I practiced and memorized the hiragana writing system just for fun.. and then self-studied some japanese lessons. I think i'll update more when schoolday starts. My life is Oh-so-BORING right now but I guess it's OK.

and hey, they aired GOKUSEN last monday. It was NICE. Jun Matsumoto is hot.
I love Yakitate!! Japan too. Both of the shows help me to conquer my depression whenever I'm flipping through the channels of my cable-free TV. ;_; Sayonara, NHK. huhuhu.

P.S. NEW LAYOUT. I wanted a simpler one so I changed it once more. Orange is bright. Orange is cute. Orange is OK. and I don't care if they say it's color-"bisaya" daw. I won't probably change this for a long period of time. Probably, the banner will be the only thing changed once a month if laziness won't strike me. (as if there are a bunch of people looking forward to my photoshopped works and entries. HAHA.)

that's all. *chu*

2006-04-11T02:29:00.000+08:00

HIATUS.

have a blessed holy week, minna.

2006-04-04T05:44:00.000+08:00

May channel [V] CHINESE na sa cable. It was (obbviously) airing a bunch of c-pop songs. magsasawa akong tumitig sa napakaraming yen taw. hehe. ^_^ Chinese songs aren't that bad, so i shall say I appreciate their artists but of course j-music is still much preferrable. Ayun, nag-antay ako ng music vid. ng kahit sinong j-artists.. at ayun, lumitaw si Koda kumi. Thank God - so, they were airing japanese videos after all! kala ko kasi wala. Yung MTV asia naman kasi, madalang magpalabas ng mga ganon. Ang problema lang: intsik yung sulat. pano ko naman kaya malalaman yung title ng kanta o yung singer man lang?! pwera na lang kung english yung title o kung yung pangalan ay example: si "M". yun tipo bang ganun. Pero the rest, mukang aasa na lang ako sa vid tulad ng kay koda kumi. Kung wala yung pangalan niya sa mismong video, di ko pa malalaman na siya yon. (yep..hindi ako sobrang familiar sa itsura niya. =P)

ang malas.. pero isa na rin itong blessing di ba? hahaha.

2006-04-01T05:18:00.000+08:00

My braces are killing me. I already have these for almost half a year and every month, after the dentist "updates" (can't think of an appropriate term - sorry) my braces, I always have this feeling that my teeth will dettach from my gums and any minute from now, they'll jump out of my mouth as if they have this life of their own. Seriously, this is how I feel right now. Now, I don't seem to fathom why some teenagers like to have those metals stucked on their teeth for "fashion" purposes! It's awful, honestly.

Oh, yeah, it's toshiya's birthday.

Otanjobi Omedetou, totchi-sama!

2006-03-29T07:42:00.000+08:00

Nanood ako ng Zatoichi kahapon. Di ko inaasahan na meron akong ma-re-rent na ganun sa video city. Sa wakas, natapos ko na rin siya. Nung fist time ko kasi yun pinanood, hindi ko natapos.

Haha. Sobrang na-enjoy ko yung isang vid kung saan nagkita yung WaT at yung W-inds. Si ryohei (ata) yung nakipag-showdown ng sayaw kay Eiji. =p nyahahaha. Ryohei wa kakoii desu! as for Wentz, hahaha. he sucked. Muka siyang tanga sumayaw. Check teppei's reaction. Ancute niya habang tumatawa. ^_^
Hindi ko napigilang ipost yun sa friendster. Supercute kasi. XD

Eto yung link-> >.<

ENJOY. =)

w00t!

2006-03-26T07:04:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa minna. I was just watching j-melo, an NHK music show,a while ago wherein they feature some requests of the viewers. I was very eager to see the video of L'arc~en~Ciel and Gackt(of course I checked their schedule in their website). So Ms. Mai Takematsu, the host, first read the message from the person who requested and then plays the video. I was very entertained by the video of "Link" by Laruku. Hyde's hairstyle is very cool, seriously. ^_^
Next was BoA's vid "Everlasting". I just yawned and waited for the video of my darling,Gackt. and then suddenly, a name appeared at the bottom of the screen that caught my attention. It says: "Trixie-chan". Then the host started reading the message.. It goes something like this: "Thank God for J-melo..blah blah.. Can I request any music videos from Gackt?" the message was familiar, I thought. My jaw dropped. WTF. It was MY request they're playing!!! Oh, shit. I was super excited that I woke up my dad who was sleeping and told him that my request was granted! I am super happy. I know it may be just a small thing..but for me, it's like A WISH COME TRUE. They played "REDEMPTION", gackt's newest song.

♥ Gaku-chan.

Watashi wa hontou ni totemo ureshii desu!! =D

Think or Thwim.

2006-03-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! Tapos na! Last day na to! Bakasyon na! WAHAHAHAHAHA. Oops..gomen. O_0 masyado lang po ako maligalig. kaso..medyo hindi rin. takot ako mag-fourth year. Sheett.. graduating na ko next school year. Waah. Ayokong makatikim ng JS prom! kinukutuban na ko na magkakaroon nun. *_* paktay. ayoko mag-long dress (o gown?!). harhar.

nagda-download ako ng SEXY BOY ng Morning Musume. Nakita ko na tong pinerform nila. actually, hindi ko sila sobrang feel.. naaaliw lang ako sa kanta. ancute kasi ng accent nila pagbinabanggit yung "sexy boy". :D

KAT-TUN. waaah. nakaka-adeeek. @_@

2006-03-19T06:55:00.000+08:00

Right now, I can't fathom why I decided to post that message on my previous entry. nakakahiya. wala namang relevance. at isa pa, hindi naman ako broken-hearted. .asar lang. Pero ngayon, masaya naman ako dahil magbabakasyon na. :D yaaay.

Sayang. kung kelan nakapanood ako ng GOKUSEN sa isang chinese channel, tsaka naman yun na pala yung last episode. haha. ang malas. XP

2006-03-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hello world. I am currently bombarded with a lot of shit projects and I - I am fucking tired. Besides those projects, I need to review for our upcoming long quiz in geometry and I am striving hard to accomplish those within this weekends. 1 week to go, last periodical test na. woohOOO!! excited na ko.

Anyway, i would like to share the following images which we used in our website project in computer:

ces and me.
look at the background.. those tiles. indeed, we are in the comfort room.
muka pa kong nirarayuma.

the setting, still the same. but this time, I'm with yas.

Yasmin and yours truly. Christmas party last 2005. Obviously, it's our favorite pose. we look stupid.

I am CAMERA-SHY.

Were almost 2 inches away, I think. parang diring-diri kami sa isa't isa. :P my smile is mediocre, yes..I am very aware of it.

I am somehow proud of this animated avatar which I made with photoshop and imageready:

Take a look at his facial expression: ubercute!! =D

First time ko, kahit simple.. pwede na. XD

ayun. ayun na yun. =D

si NAOTARO MORIYAMA mamaya (hopefully, mamaya) sa POPjam. sana KAZAHANA yung kantahin niya.. (-_-) *dasal* si T.M. revolution din magpeperform. ahaha.

2006-03-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

Thank God, tinamad magturo si ms. Carandang kaya wala kaming lesson sa chem. wahahaha. plus wala pang geometry and trigo kanina - super saya. nanood kami ng Shakespeare in Love since yesterday sa english class. bukas namin matatapos. ang gago ng classmates ko pag may explicit scenes na pinapalabas. sabi ba naman: "Ayy..finastforward?!" . actually, kahit medyo finastforward, nakita pa rin namin. AHAHAHA. >:D *lustful.grin*

Tae ang PEHM class. Hindi ako marunong mag-soccer.

2006-03-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

A while ago, I had fun chatting with yas and ces (okay, sila lang naman ang madalas kong makausap sa classroom) regarding brokeback mountain (nakakainggit ka, yas.. tae, halos maglaway na ko sa kwento mo. lol.). grabe, gusto ko ng panoorin yun. kung may pera lang ako..

we had our academic contest during dismissal and like what I've expected, I sucked. Perfect zero ako sa geometry and chemistry (o, ano kaya niyo yon?). I am a loser, really. ako yung pinakamababa. super nahiya ako. nung mga oras na yon, gusto kong mawala na parang bula. anyway, It's over. tapos na. wala na. Hindi naman ako nalungkot dahil natalo ako tutal sanay na kong mabokya sa academic contest.. pero parang nakakahiyang makakuha ng pinakamababang score over-all. waah.

kagabi, naabutan ko yung SHOUNEN CLUB. as usual, di mawawala ang NEWS, Ya-Ya-Yah, A.B.C. (ang gara ng mga band names.. ^^;) Wahahahaha. Yung popjam nung saturday night, nag-perform si HYDE. nakaka-adik yung kanta niyang SEASON'S CALL. yung w-inds. pinerform yun IT'S IN THE STARS. ayun.. next week (hopefully) si T.M. revolution naman ang magpeperform.

Bukas, panget ang araw.. na-fo-fortell ko na.